02-24-2015, 08:22 PM
Stage 2, Day 19,
Typing quick, been on the go since 7am, it's now past 11pm. Every minute today had some purpose.
Long story short, I was on live TV. The interview went well. I took on a client on my own, and my colleague did the same. I went from stressed out to very confident at my job, since I took something that seemed menacing and came out on top.
Gym was a good workout. There was a girl that I've talked to a couple of times before. I felt that it was a bad idea to go up, but I did it anyways. My gut feeling was right; something was just off about it. I'll simply look for girls who are interested in me off the get-go. I have this suspicion that women are sensing a deep reservoir of emotions inside of me, that are unknown to me.
Honestly (and this will sound so vain and conceded), I am more ripped and handsome than ever, plus I'm tall, but I'm getting virtually zero attention from women. This is showing me that beyond a reasonable doubt, looks aren't nearly as important as mainstream media thinks.
But, I'm driven, motivated, hardworking, I have a purpose, I'm mostly positive. I'm surprised that THOSE qualities haven't made much of a difference with my dating life. Unsure what the best place to focus on would be when I choose to make dating a priority.
I'm realizing that setting my goals in quarters has been great, as I can really focus and actually get them done. It gives a time limit and reminds me that I don't have to do today's set of actions forever.
Going to bed to get some semblance of a sleep schedule.
Typing quick, been on the go since 7am, it's now past 11pm. Every minute today had some purpose.
Long story short, I was on live TV. The interview went well. I took on a client on my own, and my colleague did the same. I went from stressed out to very confident at my job, since I took something that seemed menacing and came out on top.
Gym was a good workout. There was a girl that I've talked to a couple of times before. I felt that it was a bad idea to go up, but I did it anyways. My gut feeling was right; something was just off about it. I'll simply look for girls who are interested in me off the get-go. I have this suspicion that women are sensing a deep reservoir of emotions inside of me, that are unknown to me.
Honestly (and this will sound so vain and conceded), I am more ripped and handsome than ever, plus I'm tall, but I'm getting virtually zero attention from women. This is showing me that beyond a reasonable doubt, looks aren't nearly as important as mainstream media thinks.
But, I'm driven, motivated, hardworking, I have a purpose, I'm mostly positive. I'm surprised that THOSE qualities haven't made much of a difference with my dating life. Unsure what the best place to focus on would be when I choose to make dating a priority.
I'm realizing that setting my goals in quarters has been great, as I can really focus and actually get them done. It gives a time limit and reminds me that I don't have to do today's set of actions forever.
Going to bed to get some semblance of a sleep schedule.
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