The Journey of the Alpha

[Alpha Male mo]

I'm not sure what exactly Shannon has in the script but I've seen to encounter days where my confidence in my abilities failed. Like Yesterday there was a huge emergency at where I work and it was my job to be in charge. Youcan imagine what kind of pressure that has on anybody. For the most part iI executed, not flawlessly, because it was my first experience but I was kinda shocked at my reaction to the situation. Normally I would panic and kinda go into self destruct mode but this time I was assertive. I actually was to Assertive, I took matters into my own hand and maybe I panicked a little bit but that's the inner boy in me trying to get out. I know this is a long journey and Rome wasn't build in a day, but I'm still working on becoming full Alpha and commanding respect. it seems that its easy to gain respect from women but not guys. Like on that day I heard people talking behind there back about my inability to perform during huge amounts of pressure but this was my first time faced in a situationlike this. So iI plan on addressing the guys who were cracking jokes and plan on being more in control of my situation and environment when trouble arises. Though I feel kinda of embarrassed I'm still going to show my face every day and hold my self with confidence. I don't care what anyone perceived of me anymore because




THIS IS MY F***- LIFE lol