02-10-2015, 08:10 PM
Stage 2, Day 6,
I'm doing well in my placement; I think it's a subtle feeling of belonging and acceptance of self. Things aren't stressing me like they were half a week ago, so going to my internship is now 'just a thing I do'. I've been able to keep my energy levels up through the entire day; going to experiment with removing that 2pm slump of energy.
My days are dragging out a bit more, that is to say it sometimes takes me longer to finish my day's tasks. Sometimes because of a longer commute, sometimes because of a distracting video. I'll have my morning routine worked out soon enough.
I hit the gym and gave it 100%; I'm stronger than last week, I weigh the most I've ever weighed (201.5 lbs), and I'm looking a bit smaller than before. This has me thinking that I'm developing denser muscles. It all looks good, so I'm not complaining.
Shaved my facial hair into a goatee; don't know why, but I just felt doing it like that. The girl I'm seeing loves my facial hair, and we're meeting up in a few days.
I'm gonna eventually buy 'Short-Guy Game', since even today, I felt the effects that not having this area down has had. Quite honestly, the Masculine Intent book is very good for what it is.. theory. Very little had any practical application, and just left it for me to figure out. Well, I didn't figure it out. This other program seems to be very simplistic action steps steeped in an appreciation of women.
I'm doing well in my placement; I think it's a subtle feeling of belonging and acceptance of self. Things aren't stressing me like they were half a week ago, so going to my internship is now 'just a thing I do'. I've been able to keep my energy levels up through the entire day; going to experiment with removing that 2pm slump of energy.
My days are dragging out a bit more, that is to say it sometimes takes me longer to finish my day's tasks. Sometimes because of a longer commute, sometimes because of a distracting video. I'll have my morning routine worked out soon enough.
I hit the gym and gave it 100%; I'm stronger than last week, I weigh the most I've ever weighed (201.5 lbs), and I'm looking a bit smaller than before. This has me thinking that I'm developing denser muscles. It all looks good, so I'm not complaining.
Shaved my facial hair into a goatee; don't know why, but I just felt doing it like that. The girl I'm seeing loves my facial hair, and we're meeting up in a few days.
I'm gonna eventually buy 'Short-Guy Game', since even today, I felt the effects that not having this area down has had. Quite honestly, the Masculine Intent book is very good for what it is.. theory. Very little had any practical application, and just left it for me to figure out. Well, I didn't figure it out. This other program seems to be very simplistic action steps steeped in an appreciation of women.
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