02-09-2015, 07:29 PM
Stage 2, Day 5,
This stage is flying by. So is my internship. My first one is already 1/4 done. It's fun, however it eats up a lot of time, and I have to squeeze in the things I want to do every day. Bare minimum, gym and pMemory get priority, then BrainEv and singing secondhand.
I'm being faced up against my results with women; very petty for a 22 year old man (fast approaching 23). I'm not interested in hearing the lame mainstream dating advice, which I followed when I was younger. I have a few options when it comes to the topic of female companionship:
i) Ride the wave out through this subliminal, learn to live without needing women until I'm in a better position to go out/meet more women;
ii) Follow a BlackDragon online dating system to meet women on dating sites to cater to my busier lifestyle.
iii) Accept that I probably have to start going out more, despite the fact that I'm working on other projects. Someone I trust in the dating industry just endorsed this guy named Boris with his product: 'Short Guy Game'. He's 5'2", and he dates tons of beautiful women. I'll look into that for sure.
Right in this moment, I feel that I'm not able to attract women, period. I know that this is just some resistance, but it's a sentiment I've held for a while. Getting shot down repeatedly in the past years has built up a sort of learned complacency.
This stage is flying by. So is my internship. My first one is already 1/4 done. It's fun, however it eats up a lot of time, and I have to squeeze in the things I want to do every day. Bare minimum, gym and pMemory get priority, then BrainEv and singing secondhand.
I'm being faced up against my results with women; very petty for a 22 year old man (fast approaching 23). I'm not interested in hearing the lame mainstream dating advice, which I followed when I was younger. I have a few options when it comes to the topic of female companionship:
i) Ride the wave out through this subliminal, learn to live without needing women until I'm in a better position to go out/meet more women;
ii) Follow a BlackDragon online dating system to meet women on dating sites to cater to my busier lifestyle.
iii) Accept that I probably have to start going out more, despite the fact that I'm working on other projects. Someone I trust in the dating industry just endorsed this guy named Boris with his product: 'Short Guy Game'. He's 5'2", and he dates tons of beautiful women. I'll look into that for sure.
Right in this moment, I feel that I'm not able to attract women, period. I know that this is just some resistance, but it's a sentiment I've held for a while. Getting shot down repeatedly in the past years has built up a sort of learned complacency.
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