02-06-2015, 06:58 PM
Figure Id say some things...
This stage hasnt done much... I know its only stage 2 and Im not 1/3 through it yet. It has got me thinking...
-I have decided to stop porn and JO completely (that being getting an O). I have been reading about sexual transmutation and want to use that for my creativity. I find that after I feel depressed and in the wrong direction of where I want to be.
-I have been thinking about doing some sort of meditation. I wanted to ask you guys/gals how do you do it? Input requested.
-I have been wondering about the release technique. I have been wanting to use it but not sure where to look for it. I have a habit about thinking of an ex everytime im alone and im feel that its affecting me and I would like to stop it. It like my mind gets away from me and I just starting thinking about the touch, passion etc.
Havent had many dreams except that one time, I mentioned. I find that I am more submissive/less dominant a day after I have JO. Like I wonder what my boss will say when I want to leave early.
I wish for more effects, I guess that's why I am on here alot, I enjoy reading others journals. Kinda like in the way your excited it will happen to you.
But I have also been stuck in a grey area. I studied for a IT certification and as soon as I was almost done, I got sucked into a video-game and pretty much lost what I studied about. Not to mention I was not keen on reading a book that's 1100 pages just for 1/2 the test... Thats the other thing that put me off about it. Yet I know I cant get that better job unless I do it.
Which in my last posts I am just bored of my job. Maybe Im not bored its just... no challenge.
I started writing all the things that interest me: Good Like Should and Want (from Blackdragon 2.0) yet I havent found my life mission. I feel unmotivated/down.
I think your STATE is a big part of what you express in this AM6 subliminal challenge.
What do you think?
-Leo
This stage hasnt done much... I know its only stage 2 and Im not 1/3 through it yet. It has got me thinking...
-I have decided to stop porn and JO completely (that being getting an O). I have been reading about sexual transmutation and want to use that for my creativity. I find that after I feel depressed and in the wrong direction of where I want to be.
-I have been thinking about doing some sort of meditation. I wanted to ask you guys/gals how do you do it? Input requested.
-I have been wondering about the release technique. I have been wanting to use it but not sure where to look for it. I have a habit about thinking of an ex everytime im alone and im feel that its affecting me and I would like to stop it. It like my mind gets away from me and I just starting thinking about the touch, passion etc.
Havent had many dreams except that one time, I mentioned. I find that I am more submissive/less dominant a day after I have JO. Like I wonder what my boss will say when I want to leave early.
I wish for more effects, I guess that's why I am on here alot, I enjoy reading others journals. Kinda like in the way your excited it will happen to you.
But I have also been stuck in a grey area. I studied for a IT certification and as soon as I was almost done, I got sucked into a video-game and pretty much lost what I studied about. Not to mention I was not keen on reading a book that's 1100 pages just for 1/2 the test... Thats the other thing that put me off about it. Yet I know I cant get that better job unless I do it.
Which in my last posts I am just bored of my job. Maybe Im not bored its just... no challenge.
I started writing all the things that interest me: Good Like Should and Want (from Blackdragon 2.0) yet I havent found my life mission. I feel unmotivated/down.
I think your STATE is a big part of what you express in this AM6 subliminal challenge.
What do you think?
-Leo