First day. Netted ~16hrs.
Felt depression about where I am currently. Living situation, job etc. I am good at computers at work. I work on them. I haven't had much passion for my job. Its...so...damn...easy. I tell you, this job; we have had computers in our lives for what? 40 years? Since the 70s right. Albeit personal computing has been around since the 90s- so 20 years. It simply amazes me how dumb people can be. Got a computer issue? Restart it. Printer malfunctioning? Remove and then re-install the printer driver. Or even... Ask GOOGLE.
I remember being happy when I got the job- but now I realize that was from being able to pay the bills. The vanity of it wore of quickly.
I mean who wants to work in front of the computer all day and then come home and do it some more?
I moved away from old friends to come up to where I am now. Remote. Small town. Few people.
I now know why. It was to clear my mind. It was to find that mission statement. It was to find the direction I am going to leap into. Fixing computers is easy. Taking an idea and making it into an invention... a reality...
A change is coming.
I am glad I found Alpha Male 2.0
That chapter about finding your Mission Statement is gold. I have read many books. This is the first I feel I may be so much closer to finding what I want to do.
Maybe not what I want to do; my Mission. Who says I need a career. Fu** a career. Its just like the word "date." Societal programming to enslave the masses.
I want to enjoy what I do. Doesn't mean I need to do the same damn thing for the rest of my life.
Maybe engineering...
Ideal Mission road-map traits:
-My Creativity /Unique
-Being a leader of a company
-Technology
-Hands on
-Invent
-Provide a valuable service/resource
-Music
-Women
-Space/Astro
-Cooking
-Teaching
-*Furthering the human race*
So far are my strong points.
Deep stuff...
-Leo
Felt depression about where I am currently. Living situation, job etc. I am good at computers at work. I work on them. I haven't had much passion for my job. Its...so...damn...easy. I tell you, this job; we have had computers in our lives for what? 40 years? Since the 70s right. Albeit personal computing has been around since the 90s- so 20 years. It simply amazes me how dumb people can be. Got a computer issue? Restart it. Printer malfunctioning? Remove and then re-install the printer driver. Or even... Ask GOOGLE.
I remember being happy when I got the job- but now I realize that was from being able to pay the bills. The vanity of it wore of quickly.
I mean who wants to work in front of the computer all day and then come home and do it some more?
I moved away from old friends to come up to where I am now. Remote. Small town. Few people.
I now know why. It was to clear my mind. It was to find that mission statement. It was to find the direction I am going to leap into. Fixing computers is easy. Taking an idea and making it into an invention... a reality...
A change is coming.
I am glad I found Alpha Male 2.0
That chapter about finding your Mission Statement is gold. I have read many books. This is the first I feel I may be so much closer to finding what I want to do.
Maybe not what I want to do; my Mission. Who says I need a career. Fu** a career. Its just like the word "date." Societal programming to enslave the masses.
I want to enjoy what I do. Doesn't mean I need to do the same damn thing for the rest of my life.
Maybe engineering...
Ideal Mission road-map traits:
-My Creativity /Unique
-Being a leader of a company
-Technology
-Hands on
-Invent
-Provide a valuable service/resource
-Music
-Women
-Space/Astro
-Cooking
-Teaching
-*Furthering the human race*
So far are my strong points.
Deep stuff...
-Leo
