01-22-2015, 11:02 AM
Tornado building stronger and stronger inside, me holding on tightly to keep it within myself and not makes things worse whilst I have to around these people, for long periods of time.
I know if I can just hold on and take action then I can make my situation better, then I need no words to say, I can choose and make my life how I want it to be, I have to do this now and very quickly indeed, for this tornado inside is only going o get bigger and bigger and more powerful and I wont be able to contain it no more.
Thoughts wonder though my mind of all the times I feel I have been manipulated through parents and relationships, as before and as present, furious'ness building inside, me keep my mouth shut and being alone is my best bet, as words do nothing, for only I can change my situation, for only I can do something about this, it is no ones fault, it is only mine for letting my life be like that in the past and me letting my life be as it is now.
Thoughts wonder through mind of being disrespected and I think how can they talk like this to me? Who are they to judge me? I don't want to be around these people, I rather be on my own then be around people that I don't like being around. I enjoy myself, myself is the only person I can really trust in life.
I am fed up with the same old same old, I have never felt this fed up about it for a very long time. I want change soooo badly, I feel it in side me, it is soooo impatient and it whats change right NOW!!!!!!
I know if I can just hold on and take action then I can make my situation better, then I need no words to say, I can choose and make my life how I want it to be, I have to do this now and very quickly indeed, for this tornado inside is only going o get bigger and bigger and more powerful and I wont be able to contain it no more.
Thoughts wonder though my mind of all the times I feel I have been manipulated through parents and relationships, as before and as present, furious'ness building inside, me keep my mouth shut and being alone is my best bet, as words do nothing, for only I can change my situation, for only I can do something about this, it is no ones fault, it is only mine for letting my life be like that in the past and me letting my life be as it is now.
Thoughts wonder through mind of being disrespected and I think how can they talk like this to me? Who are they to judge me? I don't want to be around these people, I rather be on my own then be around people that I don't like being around. I enjoy myself, myself is the only person I can really trust in life.
I am fed up with the same old same old, I have never felt this fed up about it for a very long time. I want change soooo badly, I feel it in side me, it is soooo impatient and it whats change right NOW!!!!!!
