01-19-2015, 05:34 AM
Day 37:
I've had a few moments recently that Guilt / Shame is being released / overcome.
Fear / Anxiety is about the same as before EPRHA.
I also don't feel as needy as before with women.
I also have less motivation to post pointless stuff on Facebook with the intention of looking cool / being funny.
In other news:
My dad is in Intensive Care / hooked up on Life Support.
The hospital is saying they don't know what exactly happened.
I visited dad a few weeks ago, and he was doing fine. So it was something sudden / unexpected.
Dad's friend went to visit him just after dark (17/1/15), and noticed that the lights were off / door was looked.
Dad's friend ended up calling the police to help break in, so he could check on dad.
According to dad's friend, dad was found lying on the floor.
He got taken to hospital as quick as possible, but may have been lying on the floor for a few days before he was found (which really worries me).
Last I heard (about 12 hours ago), dad was alive, and the hospital is going to let him rest for a few more days with sedatives. Then they are going to try waken him slowly.
I've been really worried / depressed since finding out.
I haven't noticed any immediate / quick Emotional Pain Relief when using EPRHA since finding out about dad.
I'm going to continue with EPRHA for quite a while.
I've had a few moments recently that Guilt / Shame is being released / overcome.
Fear / Anxiety is about the same as before EPRHA.
I also don't feel as needy as before with women.
I also have less motivation to post pointless stuff on Facebook with the intention of looking cool / being funny.
In other news:
My dad is in Intensive Care / hooked up on Life Support.
The hospital is saying they don't know what exactly happened.
I visited dad a few weeks ago, and he was doing fine. So it was something sudden / unexpected.
Dad's friend went to visit him just after dark (17/1/15), and noticed that the lights were off / door was looked.
Dad's friend ended up calling the police to help break in, so he could check on dad.
According to dad's friend, dad was found lying on the floor.
He got taken to hospital as quick as possible, but may have been lying on the floor for a few days before he was found (which really worries me).
Last I heard (about 12 hours ago), dad was alive, and the hospital is going to let him rest for a few more days with sedatives. Then they are going to try waken him slowly.
I've been really worried / depressed since finding out.
I haven't noticed any immediate / quick Emotional Pain Relief when using EPRHA since finding out about dad.
I'm going to continue with EPRHA for quite a while.
