01-18-2015, 12:02 PM
Stage 2, Day 15
Almost half way through Stage 2 and i'm noticing a lot more internal changes now. Find it interesting that I first got the external results within a few days of this stage but didn't really get any of the internal changes (or perhaps notice them?) until 2 weeks later. I feel like I have this very high status, aristocratic demeanor to myself right now. It kinda of feels like I'm back on stage 5 of AM6. The only thing that is different is that in addition I feel very happy, energetic, positive, and have this feeling of being practically invincible. I've notice that this thought that, "I can get with and have any woman I want" keeps going across my mind. I feel very good and confidant about my future with woman. The Demeanor also shows itself in my dealing with conversations. Its like if someone starts a conversation with me now I have this attitude of, "Well, you started talking to me. So, say something interesting or entertaining. If you don't have anything to say that can keep my interest, then don't bother me." I feel like its equivalent to the " Hot blonde who is 10/10" mentality. When the beta goes up to the hot blonde and opens her, then she gets the whole "You have 2 mins of my time to impress and keep me interested. If you can't do that then I will simply disengage and ignore you afterwards". On another note I'm noticing myself looking at and appreciating myself in the mirror every time i'm in front of it now. I've also been looking up new ways to change my style of dress and am considering to start working out again now.
On the woman front, not much is happening. I haven't been out much lately after quiting my job. I'm just basically waiting til this Thursday for Classes to begin at my local community college to see the effects of Woman magnet on college girls. If I had to guess by my experiences so far though, I would say I'm mostly attracting the Beta and omega type woman at this point which most seem to be not very attractive. Which from my point of view makes a lot of sense. The thing that defines beta/omegas, imo, is the amount of insecurities they have and the biggest insecurity most women will face is how they look. Hence, why I think most Beta/omega women tend to to also not be very attractive physically. I believe women higher on the attractive scale can also be beta/omega as well its just that its less likely. That brings me to the redhead I've been talking about in my last few posts. I found out that she is most definitely a Beta not a Alpha. She apparently within days of friending me on FB erased her relationship status. That was not the most interesting thing though. I found out shes 21 years old, but "still" in Highschool! Will I still probably have a FWBs relationship with her when I meet her again this summer? Most definitely. Will it be anything more than that? Heck no. To paraphrase (and apply to the opposite gender) something Shannon said, " The women get done what needs to get done while the girls try to get what they want without doing whats necessary". That is the crutch right now, I seem to be either attracting unattractive beta/omega women or women that are highly attractive but have lots of issues(hence making them also beta). Though not the best results so far, I completely understand why this is happening.
I should first explain about a realization I came to while beginning this post. I got a realization as to what not only this stage is trying to accomplish but what this whole program is trying to do, imo, and what the finish "product" will look like. I believe the program, based on my current mentality, is trying to turn me into the male version of that 10/10 woman who has all the guys. The 10/10 woman who has all the beta/omega following her around and thinking that if they "get her" all their problems in life will be solved and everything will be fine. The one that picks the most alpha out of the liter , of guys around her, to be her "official boyfriend", while putting others in the FWBs club (In case she is taking a break from her boyfriend or they have a fight) and friend zone the others that don't meet her "criteria". This real life example that i've seen on the female side jumps out at me when I read that it gives you the choice, with the woman you attract, to make it Sexual(FWBs), Platonic(FriendZoned), or Romantic(LTR). When looking at it through that point of view, I now realize what type of women I'm attracting right now. Its the same type of beta/omega women that think by catching this attractive and sexy guy, me, their lives will "magically" be made better and they will live happily ever after. I will probably have to go a little bit deeper in the program to start attracting the more Alpha and attractive type women I find attractive.
On my dating research front I've been watching some of David Deangelo's videos on body language. Haven't learned that many new body language things, I seem to naturally do it now due to AM and WM, but it certainly explains a lot of why I stand, sit, and talk to people certain ways. I also realized why when I go back to sitting or standing in certain ways that are considered beta I feel a certain amount of discomfort.
Other than the things already mentioned not much has happened. Mainly a bunch of realizations and internal changes. I will probably update again in about two weeks for a stage summary post, "unless" something significant happens while I'm in college classes.
Almost half way through Stage 2 and i'm noticing a lot more internal changes now. Find it interesting that I first got the external results within a few days of this stage but didn't really get any of the internal changes (or perhaps notice them?) until 2 weeks later. I feel like I have this very high status, aristocratic demeanor to myself right now. It kinda of feels like I'm back on stage 5 of AM6. The only thing that is different is that in addition I feel very happy, energetic, positive, and have this feeling of being practically invincible. I've notice that this thought that, "I can get with and have any woman I want" keeps going across my mind. I feel very good and confidant about my future with woman. The Demeanor also shows itself in my dealing with conversations. Its like if someone starts a conversation with me now I have this attitude of, "Well, you started talking to me. So, say something interesting or entertaining. If you don't have anything to say that can keep my interest, then don't bother me." I feel like its equivalent to the " Hot blonde who is 10/10" mentality. When the beta goes up to the hot blonde and opens her, then she gets the whole "You have 2 mins of my time to impress and keep me interested. If you can't do that then I will simply disengage and ignore you afterwards". On another note I'm noticing myself looking at and appreciating myself in the mirror every time i'm in front of it now. I've also been looking up new ways to change my style of dress and am considering to start working out again now.
On the woman front, not much is happening. I haven't been out much lately after quiting my job. I'm just basically waiting til this Thursday for Classes to begin at my local community college to see the effects of Woman magnet on college girls. If I had to guess by my experiences so far though, I would say I'm mostly attracting the Beta and omega type woman at this point which most seem to be not very attractive. Which from my point of view makes a lot of sense. The thing that defines beta/omegas, imo, is the amount of insecurities they have and the biggest insecurity most women will face is how they look. Hence, why I think most Beta/omega women tend to to also not be very attractive physically. I believe women higher on the attractive scale can also be beta/omega as well its just that its less likely. That brings me to the redhead I've been talking about in my last few posts. I found out that she is most definitely a Beta not a Alpha. She apparently within days of friending me on FB erased her relationship status. That was not the most interesting thing though. I found out shes 21 years old, but "still" in Highschool! Will I still probably have a FWBs relationship with her when I meet her again this summer? Most definitely. Will it be anything more than that? Heck no. To paraphrase (and apply to the opposite gender) something Shannon said, " The women get done what needs to get done while the girls try to get what they want without doing whats necessary". That is the crutch right now, I seem to be either attracting unattractive beta/omega women or women that are highly attractive but have lots of issues(hence making them also beta). Though not the best results so far, I completely understand why this is happening.
I should first explain about a realization I came to while beginning this post. I got a realization as to what not only this stage is trying to accomplish but what this whole program is trying to do, imo, and what the finish "product" will look like. I believe the program, based on my current mentality, is trying to turn me into the male version of that 10/10 woman who has all the guys. The 10/10 woman who has all the beta/omega following her around and thinking that if they "get her" all their problems in life will be solved and everything will be fine. The one that picks the most alpha out of the liter , of guys around her, to be her "official boyfriend", while putting others in the FWBs club (In case she is taking a break from her boyfriend or they have a fight) and friend zone the others that don't meet her "criteria". This real life example that i've seen on the female side jumps out at me when I read that it gives you the choice, with the woman you attract, to make it Sexual(FWBs), Platonic(FriendZoned), or Romantic(LTR). When looking at it through that point of view, I now realize what type of women I'm attracting right now. Its the same type of beta/omega women that think by catching this attractive and sexy guy, me, their lives will "magically" be made better and they will live happily ever after. I will probably have to go a little bit deeper in the program to start attracting the more Alpha and attractive type women I find attractive.
On my dating research front I've been watching some of David Deangelo's videos on body language. Haven't learned that many new body language things, I seem to naturally do it now due to AM and WM, but it certainly explains a lot of why I stand, sit, and talk to people certain ways. I also realized why when I go back to sitting or standing in certain ways that are considered beta I feel a certain amount of discomfort.
Other than the things already mentioned not much has happened. Mainly a bunch of realizations and internal changes. I will probably update again in about two weeks for a stage summary post, "unless" something significant happens while I'm in college classes.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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