01-08-2015, 07:02 AM
I will watch that 
Just doing a quick post here.
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I suppose resistance comes in all forms and sizes. Ones that are difficult (headaches, panic attacks, depression) and others that are... more seductive (extreme random frisky-ness, where your mind seems to go just about anywhere).
I didnt have any dreams tonight that were significant.
Only loneliness and depression then becoming very horny. haha
Still in stage 1 of AM6. Slowly getting to the place where women don't elicit negative emotions from me, where I am not depressed if I am alone, and where my urges are more under control.
Little side fact: My parents used to be in Scientology. I used to go in for "Auditing." I remember learning that the closer you get to the source of your memory (the one that makes you do unconscious crap that is... a bad belief...) the more present in its emotions it becomes.
While meditating (or trying to) yesterday morning, my mind posed the question "lets move on to stage 2." It sounded like a good idea. After all I havent felt any real resistance. Since I did do 36 days of EPRAH.
Anyway. Food for thought.
Just doing a quick post here.
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I suppose resistance comes in all forms and sizes. Ones that are difficult (headaches, panic attacks, depression) and others that are... more seductive (extreme random frisky-ness, where your mind seems to go just about anywhere).
I didnt have any dreams tonight that were significant.
Only loneliness and depression then becoming very horny. haha
Still in stage 1 of AM6. Slowly getting to the place where women don't elicit negative emotions from me, where I am not depressed if I am alone, and where my urges are more under control.
Little side fact: My parents used to be in Scientology. I used to go in for "Auditing." I remember learning that the closer you get to the source of your memory (the one that makes you do unconscious crap that is... a bad belief...) the more present in its emotions it becomes.
While meditating (or trying to) yesterday morning, my mind posed the question "lets move on to stage 2." It sounded like a good idea. After all I havent felt any real resistance. Since I did do 36 days of EPRAH.
Anyway. Food for thought.
