Had an amazing time two nights ago. Met with work friends and friends of friends at a bar. Now I don't have much experience with the bar scene and last time I was awkward and reserved, especially in the presence of women. To give you an idea (pre AM6) I'm a cross between outgoing and introvert. Well the former took over on Saturday. I walked into the place and felt naturally relaxed and confident. I walked into a group of people I didn't know and held my frame as I mingled. I engaged new people in conversation—including a couple of attractive ladies who showed interest in what I had to say. Too bad they were with their boyfriends. I was charismatic and I felt attractive, but confident more than anything else. My body language reflected this too. And very little of my actions and behaviour was conscious. I observed my own self the whole time and the little voice in my head was thinking, "Who is this guy?" If that's not evidence of AM6 working I don't know what is. That's how a man should feel. I still had insecurities and felt a little bit of social anxiety, but both were heavily diluted. I now understand what was meant by supplementing your listening time with reading materials and *social interactions*. You need to expose yourself to situations in which you can use this new programming. I listened to the most awkward conversation between a female coworker and this guy who was trying to charm her. I felt embarrassed for him. He looked and sounded so outcome dependent. She sort of laughed him off when I brought him up after the fact. Bottom line is it feels good to feel good and it felt right to feel that way. I can't think of anything other than AM6 as being responsible for the way I was that night. Glad to finally be in the meat of it. Look forward to more of this.
I've felt more confident overall, especially in the presence of attractive women. I'm not used to feeling attractive and deserving of them. I still have my moments but I recognize the change and I trust that consistency will come.
I've felt more confident overall, especially in the presence of attractive women. I'm not used to feeling attractive and deserving of them. I still have my moments but I recognize the change and I trust that consistency will come.
