Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0]

[athanas]

Yeah, I could defend my position by saying that what you're saying about my emotional state doesn't completely match where I am

Don't get me wrong, I don't think you are in the same emotional state as a recovering porn addict, and I don't think you have distorted arousal patterns. I actually think you are in a quite normal emotional state.

I just used those examples to illustrate why you might not have "abnormal SM3 boosted Sex-auras" drawing women to you. Because the same principles apply only on a higher level. You haven't cleared so strongly to erase your deeply ingrained normal arousal patterns, but you probably erased the new arousal patterns that SM3 tried to install in you as they were still fresh and weak.

I DO want to use PSTEC Positive on smaller side-issues that I don't believe that AM6 will cover specifically. These include: my French pronunciation, showing up early to engagements, having the motivation to do pMemory, sticking to my New Years' Resolutions. These are things that can operate along with core programming and not conflict (I would believe that to be the case).

This is exactly what I first was trying to do as well. Seeing how beneficial clearing can be I wanted to find the proper way to use it while being on subs. I thought with the right "aiming" I could only target the unwanted emotion (like anger, fear anxiety) and let other beliefs untouched.

Then I realized it's not that easy. Beliefs create emotions and emotions fuel and strengthen beliefs. The problem is multiple beliefs are attached to the same emotion and when I weakened that emotion it affected all those attached beliefs whether good or bad... doesn't matter through which imagined situation I "summoned" the emotion.

Am example: I summon the emotion "anger" by imagining how my brother provoked me last weekend during PSTEC so I can clear it, because I don't want to be able to be provoked like that anymore.

That "anger" was created by the belief "If I let my brother ridicule me, it means I'm beneath him and less worth". The anger was created to push me to prevent my brother from ridiculing me because I wanted to avoid the consequences of the belief that I accepted as true.

When I weaken the emotion with PSTEC the belief gets also less stable and I can discrad it more easily. If I discarded the belief, I won't get angry next time the same situation happens as there is no belief that has the function to produce anger in me.

The problem is that anger fuels many other beliefs as well. Yes, the disconnection happens most strongly in the scenario you had in mind during PSTEC but there seems also a collateral disconnection happening affecting the emotion "anger" itself and ALL the attached beliefs (beliefs you DON'T want to weaken).

This in itself isn't that bad because you can correct this by clearing the opposite end of the spectrum and bring it back to balance by clearing the fear of getting angry. I won't go too much into detail because now it get's complicated, but what happens now is this will have a colateral disconnection as well which you have to balance out...

So in short: If you start clearing you have to really commit to it and clear everything out to get into balance, because the more you clear the more "shit" opens up that needs to be cleared.

If you stop midway you could leave yourself pretty unbalanced (example: clearing your anger but not your fear of getting angry, making you feel free on one side but actually more shy and afraid to speak for yourself as your old anger balanced out your fear)

So to avoid this you could be clearing all around but you know this doesn't work well with subs.

If you really have to use clearing while you're on subs, use it as sparingly as possible even if it is on unrelated beliefs to keep the collateral disconnection low.

To avoid this problem I'm experimenting with alternating immersions of subs and clearing. Meaning after I'm done with SM3 I'll do 3 months clearing (no subs), then 6 months sub, then 3 months clearing. I think this is the safe route if anybody wants to take it.