Pretty interesting today.
I would first off like to convey this:
ironic
adjective
1. Using words to convey a meaning that is the opposite of its literal meaning
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So I a good day at work, doing the things usual IT people do, turning on computers when associates cant turn them on etc. by pushing the power button and magically turning on.
Id first like to say that alot of people out their in the world have no idea how electronics work- especially computers. In my line and currently what I am doing, I am the hardware and network guy. I do everything relating to such as described.
My job is too easy. I feel like I am one of the smartest people at my job. I wonder if it feeds my ego.
I will step away from the particular post, on how I think alot of people are just too lazy or dumb to figure out something that is very simple for themselves.
Maybe this is the AM talking since I can feel myself getting fed up with this more quickly than usual.
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Pertaining to the definition above of Irony:
(perhaps I got this wrong- so point this out to me)
*As I have said, I feel more agitated by bs than usual. So I might as well get this out of the way and say: I do live with my mother and step-father. A step-father who... In a way thinks of himself as a victim of other people- particularity the powerful. I still think he is more Alpha than my real father (Either way I dont have good role-models when it comes to this).
So I come home after a drink, and end up in a heated discussion about how words and their definitions are ironic in the sense that the actual definition of the word changes over time.
Their is a key point that I was trying to express, that I could NOT get across... that is that EVERYTHING in this world is subjective or relative (a better meaning).
What do I mean by this? Well since starting AM6 I think I am starting to see things differently. For example: way back when- the world believed that the world was flat.
Why? I think that one person who made it up was a dominant person, and others accepted that reality- even though it was false.
On that very same example and idea, I think that alot of this world is made up of the same thing.
*** Just because alot of the population believes something to be true- does not make it true. ***
In which case I was trying to argue a certain point of view that nobody else got. A reality that nobody else got.
Telling me two things.
-I am not strong enough in my reality to over-write others reality
-Understand that I should take nothing in this world as ABSOLUTE TRUTH and to QUESTION EVERYTHING.
A big break for me mentally. While I may still fall for this trick sometimes I understand it.
I understand that the reality that we see around "us" may not be what we think it is.
I think we want to build upon others perceptions to advance our own (that we do not need to start from scratch- per-Se), to take a short-cut.
But the fact is- we cannot rely on other people to do the thinking for us.
We must think for ourselves.
Apart from this...
I am on my 4th night. Nothing crazy to report. I have had dreams- but nothing I can remember.
I have not fapped. That desire is gone- which is crazy- although I do look at porn once in awhile.
I am getting tired of my co-workers doing nothing.
Women seem to... I dont know... turn me off? Some of the bs they pull makes me mad and just write them off.
I am starting to see myself as a more mature man. Yes. I said it. A MAN.
I am starting to act like one. Sometimes I want to take risks, in passing people on the road who drive to slow etc.
yeah... about it for now.
Speakers aren't great. I can hear interference. Static. I wonder if its EMF based.
Been listening to headphones most of the day. I try to get in a min of 9 hrs. Avg. 12 hrs.
I use Sony headphones at a 22khz max. I think their great!
I would first off like to convey this:
ironic
adjective
1. Using words to convey a meaning that is the opposite of its literal meaning
***********
So I a good day at work, doing the things usual IT people do, turning on computers when associates cant turn them on etc. by pushing the power button and magically turning on.
Id first like to say that alot of people out their in the world have no idea how electronics work- especially computers. In my line and currently what I am doing, I am the hardware and network guy. I do everything relating to such as described.
My job is too easy. I feel like I am one of the smartest people at my job. I wonder if it feeds my ego.
I will step away from the particular post, on how I think alot of people are just too lazy or dumb to figure out something that is very simple for themselves.
Maybe this is the AM talking since I can feel myself getting fed up with this more quickly than usual.
***********
Pertaining to the definition above of Irony:
(perhaps I got this wrong- so point this out to me)
*As I have said, I feel more agitated by bs than usual. So I might as well get this out of the way and say: I do live with my mother and step-father. A step-father who... In a way thinks of himself as a victim of other people- particularity the powerful. I still think he is more Alpha than my real father (Either way I dont have good role-models when it comes to this).
So I come home after a drink, and end up in a heated discussion about how words and their definitions are ironic in the sense that the actual definition of the word changes over time.
Their is a key point that I was trying to express, that I could NOT get across... that is that EVERYTHING in this world is subjective or relative (a better meaning).
What do I mean by this? Well since starting AM6 I think I am starting to see things differently. For example: way back when- the world believed that the world was flat.
Why? I think that one person who made it up was a dominant person, and others accepted that reality- even though it was false.
On that very same example and idea, I think that alot of this world is made up of the same thing.
*** Just because alot of the population believes something to be true- does not make it true. ***
In which case I was trying to argue a certain point of view that nobody else got. A reality that nobody else got.
Telling me two things.
-I am not strong enough in my reality to over-write others reality
-Understand that I should take nothing in this world as ABSOLUTE TRUTH and to QUESTION EVERYTHING.
A big break for me mentally. While I may still fall for this trick sometimes I understand it.
I understand that the reality that we see around "us" may not be what we think it is.
I think we want to build upon others perceptions to advance our own (that we do not need to start from scratch- per-Se), to take a short-cut.
But the fact is- we cannot rely on other people to do the thinking for us.
We must think for ourselves.
Apart from this...
I am on my 4th night. Nothing crazy to report. I have had dreams- but nothing I can remember.
I have not fapped. That desire is gone- which is crazy- although I do look at porn once in awhile.
I am getting tired of my co-workers doing nothing.
Women seem to... I dont know... turn me off? Some of the bs they pull makes me mad and just write them off.
I am starting to see myself as a more mature man. Yes. I said it. A MAN.
I am starting to act like one. Sometimes I want to take risks, in passing people on the road who drive to slow etc.
yeah... about it for now.
Speakers aren't great. I can hear interference. Static. I wonder if its EMF based.
Been listening to headphones most of the day. I try to get in a min of 9 hrs. Avg. 12 hrs.
I use Sony headphones at a 22khz max. I think their great!
