Stage 6, Day 20;
Plays:
Worked for 8 hours, then I went home and went to a party.
Nothing is really happening between me and girls; I feel no pull to move in any which direction, and I feel very confused about that. I'm totally comfortable to initiate conversation, but if I'm seeing a thousand guys having spoken with a hot girl, I question myself and wonder what makes me so different from all the others.
I'm going to stick it out until the end, but I don't really see anything clicking until then.
EDIT: I didn't mention that a group of two girls introduced themselves to me at the party; they were, if I may nominalize them, 5's, and they had this sort of needy energy coming from them that I was able to sense. It calmed down a little bit later, as we chilled out.
Plays:
Worked for 8 hours, then I went home and went to a party.
Nothing is really happening between me and girls; I feel no pull to move in any which direction, and I feel very confused about that. I'm totally comfortable to initiate conversation, but if I'm seeing a thousand guys having spoken with a hot girl, I question myself and wonder what makes me so different from all the others.
I'm going to stick it out until the end, but I don't really see anything clicking until then.
EDIT: I didn't mention that a group of two girls introduced themselves to me at the party; they were, if I may nominalize them, 5's, and they had this sort of needy energy coming from them that I was able to sense. It calmed down a little bit later, as we chilled out.
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