12-17-2014, 02:18 AM
I had my life coaching session last night, It helped in one way or another, and maybe helped me see things a little bit differently, I got some 'homework' to do.
I was bothered with that I didn't feel that he really cared for me as a person, I just felt like a £ sign. I don't know.... I am comparing him to someone that I met in Peru, that was from Columbia, that now lives in the US, that now IS a life coach.
HE was amazing, I felt that he genuinely cared about me and wanted me to succeed with my wants and desires. HE was compassionate, sympathetic, understanding, relating, I loved the guy to be honest, he was all heart, amazing vibe. He became a good friend too, I still am in contact with him, I wish I just Skype'd him, I will in the future if I ever want a session with a life coach again.
I cried a few times when I came back from the session, as my perceptions are changing with my life and all the people in it, I kind of got upset. I felt kind of lonely if I am honest, I just could not help getting upset and crying, my emotions where so mixed and confused, I was just crying and not understanding what is going with myself and how I am seeing my life and everybody in it.
I never cry much, and usually I am the kind of guy that is repulsed by wet emotions, but for some reason I am feeling I have emotions, more then I though I had.
I don't know man, it's like a mental and/or emotional roller coaster around here, I don't know what the fuck is going on. All I can do is to just to keep going and that's it.
Questioning my sanity continues...
I was bothered with that I didn't feel that he really cared for me as a person, I just felt like a £ sign. I don't know.... I am comparing him to someone that I met in Peru, that was from Columbia, that now lives in the US, that now IS a life coach.
HE was amazing, I felt that he genuinely cared about me and wanted me to succeed with my wants and desires. HE was compassionate, sympathetic, understanding, relating, I loved the guy to be honest, he was all heart, amazing vibe. He became a good friend too, I still am in contact with him, I wish I just Skype'd him, I will in the future if I ever want a session with a life coach again.
I cried a few times when I came back from the session, as my perceptions are changing with my life and all the people in it, I kind of got upset. I felt kind of lonely if I am honest, I just could not help getting upset and crying, my emotions where so mixed and confused, I was just crying and not understanding what is going with myself and how I am seeing my life and everybody in it.
I never cry much, and usually I am the kind of guy that is repulsed by wet emotions, but for some reason I am feeling I have emotions, more then I though I had.
I don't know man, it's like a mental and/or emotional roller coaster around here, I don't know what the fuck is going on. All I can do is to just to keep going and that's it.
Questioning my sanity continues...
