12-04-2014, 12:03 AM
Stage 6, Day 6,
A long day of studying; started around 10 am, just ended now (at 2:50am), with a visit to the gym, and two meals cooked, and a 30 minute Brain Ev session. That might make 12 hours of studying. I basically saw all the material of both my classes once, and I re-wrote half of a class worth of info so I can study it; that's a lot of handwriting.
At the gym, there was the one girl that I was so desperate to hook up with in the moment (Stage 4), yet she didn't want to. We talked for 3 minutes, and she was adding to the convo, but I was being nonchalant without trying. What was I thinking, getting all worked up about getting laid with her?
As I was getting back from the gym, a car honked at me. It was a female classmate that I didn't recognize at first; we talked about the two finals. And as I was telling her about my bad grades in the one, she suggested that I join the mini-study group that she's having beforehand. I might have a tutor for that class as well. Things always DO seem to work out, don't they?
I have my date tomorrow for lunch, which means she's getting lucky a couple of times tomorrow. I resisted the strong urge to jerk off today, so that means I'll have a lot of nut to give her.
A long day of studying; started around 10 am, just ended now (at 2:50am), with a visit to the gym, and two meals cooked, and a 30 minute Brain Ev session. That might make 12 hours of studying. I basically saw all the material of both my classes once, and I re-wrote half of a class worth of info so I can study it; that's a lot of handwriting.
At the gym, there was the one girl that I was so desperate to hook up with in the moment (Stage 4), yet she didn't want to. We talked for 3 minutes, and she was adding to the convo, but I was being nonchalant without trying. What was I thinking, getting all worked up about getting laid with her?
As I was getting back from the gym, a car honked at me. It was a female classmate that I didn't recognize at first; we talked about the two finals. And as I was telling her about my bad grades in the one, she suggested that I join the mini-study group that she's having beforehand. I might have a tutor for that class as well. Things always DO seem to work out, don't they?
I have my date tomorrow for lunch, which means she's getting lucky a couple of times tomorrow. I resisted the strong urge to jerk off today, so that means I'll have a lot of nut to give her.
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