11-26-2014, 05:49 AM
Sunday, Monday and Tuesday were rough. Literally rough, for I got a multiple complex disease degrading my body function. Foolishly I thought I can handle AM 6.0 stage 1. Unwise decision. I do keep maintaining 3 hours/day in those three days, but I conclude: Don't run any sub unless sub specialized for sickness.
Personally in those three days my concentration degraded, my energy level goes worst, my appetite vanish, and I need to check up to doctor again and again
Day 28 - Total 170 hours, meaning 6.1 hours/day average
Regardless, it's nice to see Shannon back to work. EPRHA with multiple goodies in a single stage. It might will be a triangle of fortune EPRHA - LTU - This new EPRHA release.
Thing is, I got a bit of fear with darkness. Superstitious things and shit, but nowadays I felt comfortable with it. I might be developing into a nyctophilia.
The other thing is, I am more uncomfortable with girls. What I mean is, I can see flaws from them and I dislike it. There are countless of girls in this world, and right now seeing people putting and investing in 1 girl say monogamists are stupid in my eyes. Another thing to put is I am uninterested in anything no more. I turned blind eyes just to sleep and doing me time or meet up people with high maturity.
Narrowing it down, I just want to developed and improved from this. No desperation tho, its just like I am literally don't give a shit to humans that binds me. I leave 'em naturally, and whenever I see them complaining in regards to my attitude I just stare at them and ignoring it.
~~Neutrality as its finest~~
Personally in those three days my concentration degraded, my energy level goes worst, my appetite vanish, and I need to check up to doctor again and again
Day 28 - Total 170 hours, meaning 6.1 hours/day average
Regardless, it's nice to see Shannon back to work. EPRHA with multiple goodies in a single stage. It might will be a triangle of fortune EPRHA - LTU - This new EPRHA release.
Thing is, I got a bit of fear with darkness. Superstitious things and shit, but nowadays I felt comfortable with it. I might be developing into a nyctophilia.
The other thing is, I am more uncomfortable with girls. What I mean is, I can see flaws from them and I dislike it. There are countless of girls in this world, and right now seeing people putting and investing in 1 girl say monogamists are stupid in my eyes. Another thing to put is I am uninterested in anything no more. I turned blind eyes just to sleep and doing me time or meet up people with high maturity.
Narrowing it down, I just want to developed and improved from this. No desperation tho, its just like I am literally don't give a shit to humans that binds me. I leave 'em naturally, and whenever I see them complaining in regards to my attitude I just stare at them and ignoring it.
~~Neutrality as its finest~~
