11-24-2014, 10:18 PM
Stage 5, Day 28
Plays: 440 hours
Going to type this up and go to bed.
I'm starting to wake up at a reasonable hour, and actually getting ready and stuff.
At my first class, I was talking a bit with the girl I had fancied earlier, and though her body was smoking today, I basically ignored her for a large part of the day. Like, she's hot and all, but I don't really care anymore. I think she caught on, cause she messaged me out of the blue this evening (about an assignment I handed in, which she hadn't).
Beyond that, I think my TA is pretty cute. I was spoken with her for probably 10-15 minutes because of the individual oral assignment (language class). I'm just saying, if she offered to suck my dick, I wouldn't refuse. Just saying..
Hit the gym, studied, practiced singing. Oh, and I'm listening to 'Your Wish is Your Command', which is a pretty kickass audio program on Law of Attraction and manifestation. The main thing I learned is that it's very similar to the Abraham Hicks way of thinking, though they tell you to start working on things that you believe will happen with 100% faith (smaller stuff), and as they come true, your belief increases, so you can stare down the bigger things and likely get them too.
Did a LOT of fEFT on the concept "Women don't like me/are bitches"; huge releasing on that. I used PSTEC Positive to drive in these beliefs:
"I believe in myself"
"Everything is always working out for me"
"Women love me; Beautiful women are desperate to talk to me"
Plays: 440 hours
Going to type this up and go to bed.
I'm starting to wake up at a reasonable hour, and actually getting ready and stuff.
At my first class, I was talking a bit with the girl I had fancied earlier, and though her body was smoking today, I basically ignored her for a large part of the day. Like, she's hot and all, but I don't really care anymore. I think she caught on, cause she messaged me out of the blue this evening (about an assignment I handed in, which she hadn't).
Beyond that, I think my TA is pretty cute. I was spoken with her for probably 10-15 minutes because of the individual oral assignment (language class). I'm just saying, if she offered to suck my dick, I wouldn't refuse. Just saying..
Hit the gym, studied, practiced singing. Oh, and I'm listening to 'Your Wish is Your Command', which is a pretty kickass audio program on Law of Attraction and manifestation. The main thing I learned is that it's very similar to the Abraham Hicks way of thinking, though they tell you to start working on things that you believe will happen with 100% faith (smaller stuff), and as they come true, your belief increases, so you can stare down the bigger things and likely get them too.
Did a LOT of fEFT on the concept "Women don't like me/are bitches"; huge releasing on that. I used PSTEC Positive to drive in these beliefs:
"I believe in myself"
"Everything is always working out for me"
"Women love me; Beautiful women are desperate to talk to me"
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