11-23-2014, 09:13 PM
Stage 5, Day 27,
Long day; woke up feeling good, and earlier than usual. Work started off on the wrong foot, with my female boss going on some craze. She stopped suddenly; if she'd have kept going, I would've like to chat one-on-one and simply say that I'm not a fan of the way she chooses to manage. In general (even without that outburst), I was already feeling emotionally unstable.
The work day went by quickly, as I was doing a different task than usual most of the day, which tired me, and let me become very positive and pretty upbeat.
On my way out, I was walking and talking with a female co-worker (who in a relationship, but it's awesome to be around, and thinks I'm funny), and a pretty woman passed by. I tell myself "she went by so fast". My co-worker said "What?". I say: "Should I go for it?" pointing behind me. Then, I go "yeah! bye!" She catches on and starts laughing.
Anyways, I'm able to tail the woman down, stop her and introduce myself. She has to use the washroom, and I had this weird anxious energy (not 100% stable), so it came off funny. The bathroom she knew about was closed; I knew one the other direction, and offered to lead her there. She's says: "that might not work, as my boyfriend would be confused about who you are". So we swapped other pleasantries, and I walked home after that.
Since, I've worked on school, and in the last few hours, my sex drive came back. Hooray! Popped the champagne for celebration. Going to bed at a reasonable hour!
Long day; woke up feeling good, and earlier than usual. Work started off on the wrong foot, with my female boss going on some craze. She stopped suddenly; if she'd have kept going, I would've like to chat one-on-one and simply say that I'm not a fan of the way she chooses to manage. In general (even without that outburst), I was already feeling emotionally unstable.
The work day went by quickly, as I was doing a different task than usual most of the day, which tired me, and let me become very positive and pretty upbeat.
On my way out, I was walking and talking with a female co-worker (who in a relationship, but it's awesome to be around, and thinks I'm funny), and a pretty woman passed by. I tell myself "she went by so fast". My co-worker said "What?". I say: "Should I go for it?" pointing behind me. Then, I go "yeah! bye!" She catches on and starts laughing.
Anyways, I'm able to tail the woman down, stop her and introduce myself. She has to use the washroom, and I had this weird anxious energy (not 100% stable), so it came off funny. The bathroom she knew about was closed; I knew one the other direction, and offered to lead her there. She's says: "that might not work, as my boyfriend would be confused about who you are". So we swapped other pleasantries, and I walked home after that.
Since, I've worked on school, and in the last few hours, my sex drive came back. Hooray! Popped the champagne for celebration. Going to bed at a reasonable hour!
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