11-16-2014, 02:56 PM
(11-16-2014, 08:54 AM)JakeKennedy Wrote: Day 22 AM6: most of the resistance and strange dreams I experienced in the first two weeks have subsided. Stage 1 seems to have made me more aware of my beta behavior. I haven't noticed significant changes in myself toward alpha behavior but I find myself saying in my head, "wow that was beta". In the past I wouldn't have even realized this.
On a side note I have had a revelation about myself. Not sure if this is normal or dysfunctional but I seem to equate love with sex. In my current and past relationships the more sex I am having with a girl the more I am romantic towards her. At times when the sex is less frequent I tend to treat females like one of the boys or become more distant. Dysfunctional?
Not according to Blackdragon. He claims that after the 2nd time having sex, a girl's brain chemistry is altered. I forget when he names the amount for men. Anyhow, it is the "love" chemical, and simply seeing other girls will keep this under control.
