11-15-2014, 12:11 AM
Stage 5, Day 20,
Work project, Class, something interesting, Work, Meal, Work project.
The interesting thing I did was call my dad and told him that I appreciated him and the things that he's done for me. I got the idea from this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPl8Xt6bIok
I usually don't ever tell my dad these things, which makes it all the more motivating to do. I don't want to regret not having told him what I felt.
At work, I saw a woman that I fully felt sexual desire for (I authentically wanted to have sex with her 100%; not out of ego boost, or out of playing out some mental game, but authentic desire), but she came in with her boyfriend/husband.
I get these bursts of resistance in my chest, but by the time I finish what I'm set out to do, the resistance isn't there.
Though I have a class assignment, I'm going out tomorrow night. Gonna meet some siñoritas (Latin Night)
Work project, Class, something interesting, Work, Meal, Work project.
The interesting thing I did was call my dad and told him that I appreciated him and the things that he's done for me. I got the idea from this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPl8Xt6bIok
I usually don't ever tell my dad these things, which makes it all the more motivating to do. I don't want to regret not having told him what I felt.
At work, I saw a woman that I fully felt sexual desire for (I authentically wanted to have sex with her 100%; not out of ego boost, or out of playing out some mental game, but authentic desire), but she came in with her boyfriend/husband.
I get these bursts of resistance in my chest, but by the time I finish what I'm set out to do, the resistance isn't there.
Though I have a class assignment, I'm going out tomorrow night. Gonna meet some siñoritas (Latin Night)
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