11-13-2014, 09:05 PM
Stage 5, Day 19,
My thinking has changed regarding women (for the best), mostly because of yesterday.
I was in a work mode, though I was able to enjoy sushi (a meal I really like), and then worked zoomed by. Progress was slow and steady.
Anyways, on changed thinking; when I see a girl, I ask myself whether or not I see myself having sex with her, instead of just basing it on "cuteness", or "hotness". There's a distinction, since this new view is about chemistry, since I want to 'feel' the desire, not logically want to have detached sex. So when I'd see a girl, I'm thinking "cute..", but then: "Would I really want to?", then often it's 'no'.
This could be a mental trap, where I need go for another woman because of "higher standards" so I'll stay alert.
My thinking has changed regarding women (for the best), mostly because of yesterday.
I was in a work mode, though I was able to enjoy sushi (a meal I really like), and then worked zoomed by. Progress was slow and steady.
Anyways, on changed thinking; when I see a girl, I ask myself whether or not I see myself having sex with her, instead of just basing it on "cuteness", or "hotness". There's a distinction, since this new view is about chemistry, since I want to 'feel' the desire, not logically want to have detached sex. So when I'd see a girl, I'm thinking "cute..", but then: "Would I really want to?", then often it's 'no'.
This could be a mental trap, where I need go for another woman because of "higher standards" so I'll stay alert.
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