Day 11 today
Big shout out to Fonzy whose always so helpful PM-ing me giving me motivation
today seems to be a case of 2 steps forward 1 step back
was feeling more positive n hopeful past couple of days
today the bad feelings have come back... granted what triggered it was receiving a call from a company saying that my job intw which was scheduled for tom has to be postponed and they will call me back to schedule another day
i was actually optimistic about this job intw... because if i dont get the job i will have to shift overseas to pursue postgraduate education... and the clocks ticking... i was thinking if i could get the intw settled and possibly get an offer, i won't go overseas... with this delay, its massively frustrating
also have begin reminiscing about my prev love failure... frustration about how she could have forgotten everything so fast etc etc... like it din mean anything...sometimes i feel angry, sometimes i feel jealous how she found another guy so quickly...
oh well... hopefully tomorrow will be better
Big shout out to Fonzy whose always so helpful PM-ing me giving me motivation
today seems to be a case of 2 steps forward 1 step back
was feeling more positive n hopeful past couple of days
today the bad feelings have come back... granted what triggered it was receiving a call from a company saying that my job intw which was scheduled for tom has to be postponed and they will call me back to schedule another day
i was actually optimistic about this job intw... because if i dont get the job i will have to shift overseas to pursue postgraduate education... and the clocks ticking... i was thinking if i could get the intw settled and possibly get an offer, i won't go overseas... with this delay, its massively frustrating
also have begin reminiscing about my prev love failure... frustration about how she could have forgotten everything so fast etc etc... like it din mean anything...sometimes i feel angry, sometimes i feel jealous how she found another guy so quickly...
oh well... hopefully tomorrow will be better
