Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0]

[Ampersnd]

Stage 5, Day 3

My appetite (for food) has gone up; eating more than usual. I'm gaining mass, and getting into shape just cause I worked out once. I'm going back to the gym tomorrow to get some extra mass to my arms, and everywhere in general.

I've jumped out on the opportunity to chat to some pretty women; I think that two beliefs have cropped up:
1) She doesn't want to be bothered;
2) I don't think attractive women find me attractive;

First, I could frame it this way: my approaching a woman the right way boosts her self-esteem and makes her feel sexy, whether anything happens.

Second, this is possibly the cornerstone of the entire reason I'm running this sub; the feeling of worthiness in regards to women I want to be with and enjoy in my life.

I need to condition myself to act instantly, instead of asking myself: "should I?" and then say "yup", and then a fast-walking woman would be gone. I caught up to a slow-walking woman yesterday and chatted with her.

Then, I watch some of Good Looking Loser's videos, and he goes about approaching more or less the same way. I have to bring back some of my "logical" conversations until I'm able to run things on sexual vibe/polarity alone, then it will take care of itself.

I have a date tomorrow; a movie I really want to see "Fury" with a girl I was seeing in August.