10-25-2014, 02:11 AM
(10-23-2014, 09:09 PM)DanAmerson Wrote: Stage 4, Day 32,
I'll write up a recap of the previous 4 stages, even though I may listen another day or two.
In the first 3 stages, I was listening on my iPod on the go, listening to ultrasonic at work, listening to ultrasonic and trickling stream on the computer during waking hours, and timing between 2-4 hours each evening. I definitely got between 8-10 hours per day between all these methods.
This stage, I was unable to get onto my iPod, so I started looping it on iTunes all night. This also means that I can track my listening:
Trickling Stream: 382 times/hours
Ultrasonic: 26 times/hours
Total: 408 times/hours
Divide by 32 days of listening = 12.75 hours a day; not bad
To sum up the entire program so far, I won't say that this subliminal has been completely useless. But I'm in many ways the same dopey guy that I was on day 1. I'm two thirds of the way through a huge, promising program called 'Sex Magnet', and I certainly don't feel like one.
I don't exactly go around chasing women, they don't particularly chase me, and if either happens, it appears that they're taken or not all that interested. I don't feel equal passion on their side, and I sure as hell won't do all the work. The one girl who had pursued me turned out to be an idiot and didn't know what she wanted.
I do talk a lot about women, my friends have told me at least once. Some girls also think I'm a player, which puts them on guard and actually has hurt me, since I haven't had the game to burst their bubble.
I also don't care to go out and meet women; I've really gotten in touch with the quiet side of me near the end of this stage. But if I'm out, and there's a situation that's appropriate, I'll do it.
That said, I want to highlight some benefits, since there are many internal shifts. My internal view of sex, women, intimacy and relationships are much more positive, and I'm rather clear on what I want, which would be enjoying women sexually and being sweet to them, a type of bonding similar to being in a relationship without actually being in a relationship (and being clear that it isn't a relationship).
My staying power when I'm solo has been much shorter than desired, sometimes embarrasingly bad. However, the couple of times in Stage 2 that I was sexual, I lasted a very long time and enjoyed a very powerful denouement. I felt seductive in that moment, but in general, I'd feel like my ability to seduce a woman is the same as when I started. My ability to connect with a woman has improved.
Fortunately, I had started to work with sexual presence and garnering love for each woman I'm talking to, which has shown some promise.
Stage 5, according to the instructions, refreshes Stage 3 concepts, and solidifies advanced stuff from Stage 3 and 4. I take stage 6 will deepen the content from Stage 4 and 5. It seems that I would have to rely on women pursuing me if I hadn't figured it out in Stages 1 to 3. I'm a little bit confused about it; maybe I'll have to re-run it, or play Stage 7 after I finish the set.
Or maybe I'll get a huge jolt of motivation and figure it out soon.
Dan, I was going to add this in my next AM update but this post from Shannon explains what now seems obvious. Perhaps another run through of SM might make all the difference for you. SM is surprisingly disappointing considering all the great auras and such.