Stage 4, Day 32,
I'll write up a recap of the previous 4 stages, even though I may listen another day or two.
In the first 3 stages, I was listening on my iPod on the go, listening to ultrasonic at work, listening to ultrasonic and trickling stream on the computer during waking hours, and timing between 2-4 hours each evening. I definitely got between 8-10 hours per day between all these methods.
This stage, I was unable to get onto my iPod, so I started looping it on iTunes all night. This also means that I can track my listening:
Trickling Stream: 382 times/hours
Ultrasonic: 26 times/hours
Total: 408 times/hours
Divide by 32 days of listening = 12.75 hours a day; not bad
To sum up the entire program so far, I won't say that this subliminal has been completely useless. But I'm in many ways the same dopey guy that I was on day 1. I'm two thirds of the way through a huge, promising program called 'Sex Magnet', and I certainly don't feel like one.
I don't exactly go around chasing women, they don't particularly chase me, and if either happens, it appears that they're taken or not all that interested. I don't feel equal passion on their side, and I sure as hell won't do all the work. The one girl who had pursued me turned out to be an idiot and didn't know what she wanted.
I do talk a lot about women, my friends have told me at least once. Some girls also think I'm a player, which puts them on guard and actually has hurt me, since I haven't had the game to burst their bubble.
I also don't care to go out and meet women; I've really gotten in touch with the quiet side of me near the end of this stage. But if I'm out, and there's a situation that's appropriate, I'll do it.
That said, I want to highlight some benefits, since there are many internal shifts. My internal view of sex, women, intimacy and relationships are much more positive, and I'm rather clear on what I want, which would be enjoying women sexually and being sweet to them, a type of bonding similar to being in a relationship without actually being in a relationship (and being clear that it isn't a relationship).
My staying power when I'm solo has been much shorter than desired, sometimes embarrasingly bad. However, the couple of times in Stage 2 that I was sexual, I lasted a very long time and enjoyed a very powerful denouement. I felt seductive in that moment, but in general, I'd feel like my ability to seduce a woman is the same as when I started. My ability to connect with a woman has improved.
Fortunately, I had started to work with sexual presence and garnering love for each woman I'm talking to, which has shown some promise.
Stage 5, according to the instructions, refreshes Stage 3 concepts, and solidifies advanced stuff from Stage 3 and 4. I take stage 6 will deepen the content from Stage 4 and 5. It seems that I would have to rely on women pursuing me if I hadn't figured it out in Stages 1 to 3. I'm a little bit confused about it; maybe I'll have to re-run it, or play Stage 7 after I finish the set.
Or maybe I'll get a huge jolt of motivation and figure it out soon.
I'll write up a recap of the previous 4 stages, even though I may listen another day or two.
In the first 3 stages, I was listening on my iPod on the go, listening to ultrasonic at work, listening to ultrasonic and trickling stream on the computer during waking hours, and timing between 2-4 hours each evening. I definitely got between 8-10 hours per day between all these methods.
This stage, I was unable to get onto my iPod, so I started looping it on iTunes all night. This also means that I can track my listening:
Trickling Stream: 382 times/hours
Ultrasonic: 26 times/hours
Total: 408 times/hours
Divide by 32 days of listening = 12.75 hours a day; not bad
To sum up the entire program so far, I won't say that this subliminal has been completely useless. But I'm in many ways the same dopey guy that I was on day 1. I'm two thirds of the way through a huge, promising program called 'Sex Magnet', and I certainly don't feel like one.
I don't exactly go around chasing women, they don't particularly chase me, and if either happens, it appears that they're taken or not all that interested. I don't feel equal passion on their side, and I sure as hell won't do all the work. The one girl who had pursued me turned out to be an idiot and didn't know what she wanted.
I do talk a lot about women, my friends have told me at least once. Some girls also think I'm a player, which puts them on guard and actually has hurt me, since I haven't had the game to burst their bubble.
I also don't care to go out and meet women; I've really gotten in touch with the quiet side of me near the end of this stage. But if I'm out, and there's a situation that's appropriate, I'll do it.
That said, I want to highlight some benefits, since there are many internal shifts. My internal view of sex, women, intimacy and relationships are much more positive, and I'm rather clear on what I want, which would be enjoying women sexually and being sweet to them, a type of bonding similar to being in a relationship without actually being in a relationship (and being clear that it isn't a relationship).
My staying power when I'm solo has been much shorter than desired, sometimes embarrasingly bad. However, the couple of times in Stage 2 that I was sexual, I lasted a very long time and enjoyed a very powerful denouement. I felt seductive in that moment, but in general, I'd feel like my ability to seduce a woman is the same as when I started. My ability to connect with a woman has improved.
Fortunately, I had started to work with sexual presence and garnering love for each woman I'm talking to, which has shown some promise.
Stage 5, according to the instructions, refreshes Stage 3 concepts, and solidifies advanced stuff from Stage 3 and 4. I take stage 6 will deepen the content from Stage 4 and 5. It seems that I would have to rely on women pursuing me if I hadn't figured it out in Stages 1 to 3. I'm a little bit confused about it; maybe I'll have to re-run it, or play Stage 7 after I finish the set.
Or maybe I'll get a huge jolt of motivation and figure it out soon.
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