This will be my final comment about the girl (which I will call 'Cognitive Dissonance' girl (or CD Girl for short)). After this, let's drop it so I can focus on the girls I want to sleep with.
A brief layout:
- We meet at the bar and have our drink;
- Leaving the bar, I suggested we jam (at my place);
- I tried to kiss her 2-3 times outside the bar once we were seated somewhere outdoors;
- After a bit of walking, she suggests we jam at my place;
- At my place, she suggests watching a movie, after the movie wouldn't work, we settle on a TV episode;
- Over the course of an hour, I'm doing a lot of touching and tried to kiss between 5-7 times. She wasn't having any of it;
- I even cut to the chase and directly brought it up. Ex: "Look, it's 1am on a Friday night, we're in my room on my bed (she was in a chair, but whatever), we could totally have our clothes off and going nuts on each other." She's like "Nah"
There's not very much to it; NEXT! Maybe she wanted something, but in the words of Louis C.K: "I'm not gonna rape ya, just in case you'd have liked it!"
The reason she is hereby called CD Girl is because of the enormous inconsistencies in the things she was telling me. My bad for taking a woman's words seriously
Anyways, I'll stop moping about it, as I'm writing a list of things I want in several areas of life. Plenty of material in which I can use to visualize.
A brief layout:
- We meet at the bar and have our drink;
- Leaving the bar, I suggested we jam (at my place);
- I tried to kiss her 2-3 times outside the bar once we were seated somewhere outdoors;
- After a bit of walking, she suggests we jam at my place;
- At my place, she suggests watching a movie, after the movie wouldn't work, we settle on a TV episode;
- Over the course of an hour, I'm doing a lot of touching and tried to kiss between 5-7 times. She wasn't having any of it;
- I even cut to the chase and directly brought it up. Ex: "Look, it's 1am on a Friday night, we're in my room on my bed (she was in a chair, but whatever), we could totally have our clothes off and going nuts on each other." She's like "Nah"
There's not very much to it; NEXT! Maybe she wanted something, but in the words of Louis C.K: "I'm not gonna rape ya, just in case you'd have liked it!"
The reason she is hereby called CD Girl is because of the enormous inconsistencies in the things she was telling me. My bad for taking a woman's words seriously
Anyways, I'll stop moping about it, as I'm writing a list of things I want in several areas of life. Plenty of material in which I can use to visualize.
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