10-16-2014, 09:56 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-16-2014, 09:57 PM by JackOfHearts.)
Stage 6 day 27:
I had to write this one out. The bomb has exploded. When I look at myself through the mirror I don’t see the same person. I see an awesome handsome attractive man that got a f** magnetism that is soooooo sexy. I look like those attractive man you watch on TV, they got that aura, that presence, wow, it’s mind blowing. I had to stop, I noticed that this morning when watching myself in the mirror. What stuck me was that even with my hair not cut the right way (I got lazy) I was more sexy, more refined, more attracting. This morning I noticed it but didn't really pay attention to it but the more I looked the more I was hypnotized by this handsome guy I was looking at. I guess this was even here yesterday but I wasn't paying attention.
This must be a special Day/night because everything seems to be working out. I found an amazing book about something. I never found a thing that stick so well apart from Shannon books and a few others. You really know when a book is amazing when you are paying attention to everything more slowly like you are tasting it like an ice cream, basically you are in a state of joy. I want to be able to write this kind of things. It makes your day to read a thing like that. I’m going crazy, it’s like everything is now meaningful. I’m looking at myself and laughing because I see this pure alpha man, I’m truly an amazing person, just realize it again and again. May I say ‘the state of bliss’.
Breakthrough, here is my reward for all the work I have done. That’s a joy that I hope to remember for the rest of my life. After a week of instance craving and fighting I’m there tasting this amazing bliss and release. There are days like that or may I even say nights where everything is flowing. Where everything stick together, every thought is useful and optimistic. In this kind moments I would love to write everything down just so I can come back here later.
In the future maybe we’ll be able to upload our feeling of joys directly through our heart. Or maybe it’s already there as simple words but we don’t pay attention. I remember days where I would say “bs*” to every beautiful or love story because it would sound fake to me internally. The difference now is how I see things differently, I uploaded a completely different program directly through my brain. It wasn't an easy fix, more so like a long internal psychological fight.
I had to write this one out. The bomb has exploded. When I look at myself through the mirror I don’t see the same person. I see an awesome handsome attractive man that got a f** magnetism that is soooooo sexy. I look like those attractive man you watch on TV, they got that aura, that presence, wow, it’s mind blowing. I had to stop, I noticed that this morning when watching myself in the mirror. What stuck me was that even with my hair not cut the right way (I got lazy) I was more sexy, more refined, more attracting. This morning I noticed it but didn't really pay attention to it but the more I looked the more I was hypnotized by this handsome guy I was looking at. I guess this was even here yesterday but I wasn't paying attention.
This must be a special Day/night because everything seems to be working out. I found an amazing book about something. I never found a thing that stick so well apart from Shannon books and a few others. You really know when a book is amazing when you are paying attention to everything more slowly like you are tasting it like an ice cream, basically you are in a state of joy. I want to be able to write this kind of things. It makes your day to read a thing like that. I’m going crazy, it’s like everything is now meaningful. I’m looking at myself and laughing because I see this pure alpha man, I’m truly an amazing person, just realize it again and again. May I say ‘the state of bliss’.
Breakthrough, here is my reward for all the work I have done. That’s a joy that I hope to remember for the rest of my life. After a week of instance craving and fighting I’m there tasting this amazing bliss and release. There are days like that or may I even say nights where everything is flowing. Where everything stick together, every thought is useful and optimistic. In this kind moments I would love to write everything down just so I can come back here later.
In the future maybe we’ll be able to upload our feeling of joys directly through our heart. Or maybe it’s already there as simple words but we don’t pay attention. I remember days where I would say “bs*” to every beautiful or love story because it would sound fake to me internally. The difference now is how I see things differently, I uploaded a completely different program directly through my brain. It wasn't an easy fix, more so like a long internal psychological fight.
