10-09-2014, 07:36 PM
Stage 4, Day 18,
To recap the day before, I had been working on gathering more of my sexual polarity, to some varying success. I approached a gorgeous blonde woman rather directly, and right away, she kept asking questions about me, and pushing the conversation forward. Anyways, she has my card.
My good-feeling day started to cut out quickly, as I had developed a pretty major stomachache. It got to the point where laying down and passing out for a few hours was the best option. Then, I tried going to bed for real, and I wound up waking up every hour. Not only that, but I was having these delusional dreams; basically anything related to fabrics (exceptionally weird, but it's the truth). Anyways, I slept a total of 14 hours, and woke up feeling very weak. The weird feeling I has carried over to most of the day, so that halted any progress related to feeling sexy, because frankly, it's rather hard to go there :p
Today, I had a brief Skype convo with Chris from Masculine Intent, and he did make some clarifications about my questions, though I'm certain they will be taken care of as I apply what he's said, and I start getting results from it.
The rest of the day, I've half studied while watching many episodes of the Chappelle show to dull whatever aches I had felt; I gotta say, it's a hilarious show.
My midterm is tomorrow, and I do feel prepared, and I presume tonight's sleep will have me feeling much better, probably back to normal.
To recap the day before, I had been working on gathering more of my sexual polarity, to some varying success. I approached a gorgeous blonde woman rather directly, and right away, she kept asking questions about me, and pushing the conversation forward. Anyways, she has my card.
My good-feeling day started to cut out quickly, as I had developed a pretty major stomachache. It got to the point where laying down and passing out for a few hours was the best option. Then, I tried going to bed for real, and I wound up waking up every hour. Not only that, but I was having these delusional dreams; basically anything related to fabrics (exceptionally weird, but it's the truth). Anyways, I slept a total of 14 hours, and woke up feeling very weak. The weird feeling I has carried over to most of the day, so that halted any progress related to feeling sexy, because frankly, it's rather hard to go there :p
Today, I had a brief Skype convo with Chris from Masculine Intent, and he did make some clarifications about my questions, though I'm certain they will be taken care of as I apply what he's said, and I start getting results from it.
The rest of the day, I've half studied while watching many episodes of the Chappelle show to dull whatever aches I had felt; I gotta say, it's a hilarious show.
My midterm is tomorrow, and I do feel prepared, and I presume tonight's sleep will have me feeling much better, probably back to normal.
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