The Modern Libertine's diary

[Spiral]

Thanks for posing this! I was trying to figure out what I was feeling today exactly. And for the first time I felt peace, serenity, and bad ass-ness on a subtle level consistently all day. And I've been wondering how to describe it. I think the bad ass-ness has to do with letting go of any neediness and replacing it with strong indifference to all situations. But my gaze is as hypnotizing as ever and it's very natural for me at this stage in the journey. And I love everyone. or atleast I show the love. But again when it comes to women I don't make it a thing to want to hang out with them or flirt. I think about it.. but I don't do it. Of course when I'm out I flirt with all the women just using my eyes such as cashiers, waitresses, or bartendresses. I don't go talk to them for the sake of talking to them and I don't give them out my number. I may still be hung up on some of the past experiences I've gone through but regardless it doesn't bother me anymore which is nice.

Today was a very nice day for me.

..and I'll post this up in my journal for my records.