10-03-2014, 08:15 AM
DAY 13
Things are becoming more noticeable.
That's it for today, see ya
-Adri
Things are becoming more noticeable.
- I want to have sex! More and more my drive is increasing
- I'm becoming more fun etc. but the last 2 days, I felt so tired that I wasn't really in the mood. But anyways, I can feel I'm becoming more fun.
- I've realised today that I need to talk to people a lot! That's the one thing holding me back! So on monday, I'll be talking to everyone around me in the campus.
- I waaaant to go out sooo much !!!!! Will be going out tomorrow and plan to socialize like never. But... Every time I've said something along those lines I didn't do it. But yet, I feel such a drive! I believe I'm gonna do it! I'll push myself to do it!
- Neediness is still there... sadly
- An other gay guy of my class was sitting with a guy i never saw in the class before. That's because it's his boyfriend (or what I believe to be his boyfriend). Made me feel bad, like the last story I posted. But I'm working on it! Soon I'll be bulletproof to those kind of things!
That's it for today, see ya
-Adri
