Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0]

[Ampersnd]

I went through a lot of that doing AM. Those feelings do pop up now and then but they get weaker. It's also reassuring to know they're soon to be replaced by better things

I notice you refer to yourself a lot as this "inbetweener" type. Even after AM and 3 Stages of SM it shows how deep-rooted these beliefs can be. It could be that to get past that and benefit the most from SM you should cycle AM>SM one more time.

I could do that; I considered that if I'm unsatisfied, I'll do an AM refresher for 32 days, then a SM refresher for 32 days. Based on where I am in life, I really need to hunker down to figure out my life profession, finances, and independence (with BASE), so I don't have a year to go through 2 major programs which I'll already have completed. I'll possibly redo one of them after BASE, unless another irresistible program comes out by then.