09-23-2014, 08:35 PM
@Ricardo, I'm planning for the best, so a second run through shouldn't be necessary. If anything, I will do a 32 day refresher stage as well.
Stage 4, Day 1
I had to do the run-through with my laptop, because the files didn't seem to be able to get onto my iPod (usually not a problem). The little shifts today show promise of a bigger and better future (so to speak). First off, in class, resistance came about full swing; I get that feeling of constriction around my chest, and it kept amplifying. I don't have that problem when I'm alone.
First, a woman I've been chatting up (and planning something for Thursday) adds me on Facebook. This already happens, so it's not a huge deal.
Second, I casually approach a group of friends/school program after class. One of the girls (who I've mentioned before; I keep thinking she has a boyfriend) basically tagged herself along me while I was walking home (she was headed for the buses). She kept asking personal questions about where I'm from, and where I live, and if I live with roommates (hmm..). This could turn into something interesting. I was kind of shocked at how fast this Stage is producing results. I want to listen as much as possible to get the most out of one playthrough.
Stage 4, Day 1
I had to do the run-through with my laptop, because the files didn't seem to be able to get onto my iPod (usually not a problem). The little shifts today show promise of a bigger and better future (so to speak). First off, in class, resistance came about full swing; I get that feeling of constriction around my chest, and it kept amplifying. I don't have that problem when I'm alone.
First, a woman I've been chatting up (and planning something for Thursday) adds me on Facebook. This already happens, so it's not a huge deal.
Second, I casually approach a group of friends/school program after class. One of the girls (who I've mentioned before; I keep thinking she has a boyfriend) basically tagged herself along me while I was walking home (she was headed for the buses). She kept asking personal questions about where I'm from, and where I live, and if I live with roommates (hmm..). This could turn into something interesting. I was kind of shocked at how fast this Stage is producing results. I want to listen as much as possible to get the most out of one playthrough.
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