09-07-2014, 06:57 AM
(09-07-2014, 04:47 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(09-05-2014, 11:27 PM)DanAmerson Wrote: And it's also the aspect of going from playing for fun and enjoyment to moving into a realm where I'm highly scrutinized and judged, or having just one shot to get it right, and that could shoot me down instantly.
You'll be scrutinized by people no matter what you do. Once you fully realize that, you'll be free to do what you want, and f*ck the rest.
That's pretty true. I'm going for it.
On a side note, I've realized that eye contact and a smile with the right woman will recharge my batteries, so to speak. Even if I'm feeling tired, I'll be more awake, aware, and joyful. What a beautiful dynamic, where I'm feeling genuinely good to be around women.
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