09-04-2014, 10:58 PM
Stage 3, Day 15
I had previously resisted and resolved to put off the idea of participating with my country's version of "The Voice" until next year, saying that I required time and experience to practice and get better. I also said that it would get in the way of schoolwork and degree.
That may be; however, the first thing I was thinking after doing my visualization exercise while doing some clearing from "Unlimited Abundance" was: "Why don't I just give it a shot? If anything comes in the way, I'll figure it out and make it fit. If I have a situation where I have to prioritize my degree, I can truly say that I gave it a shot, and I'll wait until next year"
Right afterwards, I checked ticket prices to the city (roundtrip about 40$), I have a complete day off during one of the audition days, I figured out which songs to play, figured out logistics, and almost completely decided that I'll go for it. Once I buy that bus ticket (probably tomorrow), that will be the sign that I'm all in. The day is Sept. 11
Between the gig I have coming up (Sept 13), and the odd job I was offered and did today, I'll have manifested more than enough for Stages 5 & 6.
That said, I was in a pretty cute co-worker's bed after the fact, and did feel any urge to escalate. Probably not a good idea anyways, though I'll be back tomorrow to make more money.
I had previously resisted and resolved to put off the idea of participating with my country's version of "The Voice" until next year, saying that I required time and experience to practice and get better. I also said that it would get in the way of schoolwork and degree.
That may be; however, the first thing I was thinking after doing my visualization exercise while doing some clearing from "Unlimited Abundance" was: "Why don't I just give it a shot? If anything comes in the way, I'll figure it out and make it fit. If I have a situation where I have to prioritize my degree, I can truly say that I gave it a shot, and I'll wait until next year"
Right afterwards, I checked ticket prices to the city (roundtrip about 40$), I have a complete day off during one of the audition days, I figured out which songs to play, figured out logistics, and almost completely decided that I'll go for it. Once I buy that bus ticket (probably tomorrow), that will be the sign that I'm all in. The day is Sept. 11
Between the gig I have coming up (Sept 13), and the odd job I was offered and did today, I'll have manifested more than enough for Stages 5 & 6.
That said, I was in a pretty cute co-worker's bed after the fact, and did feel any urge to escalate. Probably not a good idea anyways, though I'll be back tomorrow to make more money.
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