EPRHA (Rise of the Phoenix)

[Tao374]

I remember that around day 20 I started having some resistance as well, it didn't seem to do much. It might mean that the program is dealing on something big.

Yea, I hope so. It seems to be dissolving the root causes of my on and off addiction to strippers and alcohol. This has been just one many addictive phases in my life; by far the worst but I have always been trying to cover up something really dark and painful inside off me. I have a lot of things from childhood that seem to still effect me psychological even if I'm not aware of it. I lost both of my parents before I was a month old and the family I grew up in was very strict. I was a very sick and weak child definitely would of been considered a runt. I was always bullied around and didn't have a lot of positive friends in my life. I'm 25 now and in a way all of this has made me stronger but I know at least at a subconscious level it has created blockages, fears, expectation, ect that I need to remove. As much as I loved ASC I knew I needed to take the time to do this sub and it's helping.