08-24-2014, 10:10 PM
Stage 3, Day 5,
Won't go into too much detail, since I'm underslept, and about to go to bed.
Went to work for 5 hours (slowest day ever), then went home to eat and warm up, went to the market to busk. Only managed one hour due to low energy.
I had a second date with the woman with braces. We got Lebanese food, drove to a park/playground, and made out on the wooden junglegym. We got to her car, and kissed and talked about stuff. Long story short, she keeps saying that she wants to wait before getting into a relationship before having sex. I'm in a bind, as I don't want to have to be in a relationship to have sex, though she's a great girl (I told her all this).
However, this is the second time she's wound up in my bed, naked, where we're doing everything except penetrative sex. We probably would have, but even inserting half my middle finger is extremely intense and uncomfortable. My magic wand is, well, much wider than that.
Anyways, I may need to start looking for sexually available women, who want and can have sex right away, instead of virgin women (my last two dates were complete virgins). Again, this woman is great, and she's asked to just hang out the next time without doing anything, so I might just do that.
Might be a projection of mine, attracting women, but not those who are too sexually "threatening" for me. These following stages will certainly prove to be interesting.
Won't go into too much detail, since I'm underslept, and about to go to bed.
Went to work for 5 hours (slowest day ever), then went home to eat and warm up, went to the market to busk. Only managed one hour due to low energy.
I had a second date with the woman with braces. We got Lebanese food, drove to a park/playground, and made out on the wooden junglegym. We got to her car, and kissed and talked about stuff. Long story short, she keeps saying that she wants to wait before getting into a relationship before having sex. I'm in a bind, as I don't want to have to be in a relationship to have sex, though she's a great girl (I told her all this).
However, this is the second time she's wound up in my bed, naked, where we're doing everything except penetrative sex. We probably would have, but even inserting half my middle finger is extremely intense and uncomfortable. My magic wand is, well, much wider than that.
Anyways, I may need to start looking for sexually available women, who want and can have sex right away, instead of virgin women (my last two dates were complete virgins). Again, this woman is great, and she's asked to just hang out the next time without doing anything, so I might just do that.
Might be a projection of mine, attracting women, but not those who are too sexually "threatening" for me. These following stages will certainly prove to be interesting.
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