12-25-2010, 06:46 PM
Weekly recap time!
A lot happened this week. My cell phone carrier (AT&T) switched over to 3G but the tower closest to me apparently was (and still is at times) having trouble with the 3G service. So... I get on Facebook and totally go off, using profanity (but using * in some of the words and the WTF abbreviation). My mom of course sees it and I can just imagine her having a heart attack since she has never seen that language come from me. I did later apologize for the blow up but I was angry for awhile. I couldn't call out or check voice mail or much of anything for a while. Well, after that ugly incident, things got better.
I had a fun time hanging out with my friends last Sunday at Hoots, then we went to the mall and window shopped mostly. I had a few check outs from women... another cougar was eyeing me up. I happen to briefly lock eyes at a girl that was walking into Sephora while I was walking out trying to catch up to the group I was with.
Stage 4 for me is one that is forcing me out of my comfort zone more often.
Another side of me that's coming out more often is my zany side. A lot of my problems were created when I tried to suppress that because of what people thought about it (in other words, I was doing their thinking for them which is a BIG no-no!) but it's more like now I'll say what I want to when that time comes.
I'm more inclined to make quick witted remarks now than in the past.
Stage 4 it seems is bringing up some neediness (not overwhelming but nonetheless it's there) and old thinking from time to time. But I'm sticking with it and I'm not backing down. I start stage 5 late next week. And after I go through all 6 stages, I will write a testimonial of Alpha Male 2010. Look for it in mid-march. It will contain a brief recap of each stage. I keep 2 journals on my computer. One is a general journal which captures things that stick out and other deals with Alpha Male in particular.
A lot happened this week. My cell phone carrier (AT&T) switched over to 3G but the tower closest to me apparently was (and still is at times) having trouble with the 3G service. So... I get on Facebook and totally go off, using profanity (but using * in some of the words and the WTF abbreviation). My mom of course sees it and I can just imagine her having a heart attack since she has never seen that language come from me. I did later apologize for the blow up but I was angry for awhile. I couldn't call out or check voice mail or much of anything for a while. Well, after that ugly incident, things got better.
I had a fun time hanging out with my friends last Sunday at Hoots, then we went to the mall and window shopped mostly. I had a few check outs from women... another cougar was eyeing me up. I happen to briefly lock eyes at a girl that was walking into Sephora while I was walking out trying to catch up to the group I was with.
Stage 4 for me is one that is forcing me out of my comfort zone more often.
Another side of me that's coming out more often is my zany side. A lot of my problems were created when I tried to suppress that because of what people thought about it (in other words, I was doing their thinking for them which is a BIG no-no!) but it's more like now I'll say what I want to when that time comes.
I'm more inclined to make quick witted remarks now than in the past.
Stage 4 it seems is bringing up some neediness (not overwhelming but nonetheless it's there) and old thinking from time to time. But I'm sticking with it and I'm not backing down. I start stage 5 late next week. And after I go through all 6 stages, I will write a testimonial of Alpha Male 2010. Look for it in mid-march. It will contain a brief recap of each stage. I keep 2 journals on my computer. One is a general journal which captures things that stick out and other deals with Alpha Male in particular.
Get your pickles!!!
