08-14-2014, 07:43 PM
Stage 2, Day 27
tl;dr; I kissed the woman on my first date. Plot twist: She's 22, and it was her first kiss ever.
If you want a longer version. We agreed to meet after my work, around 9:30pm. She suddenly had to work until 10:30. That was fine, until my cell phone died at work, so I was only able to confirm. When I finished work, I rushed home at 9:25, plugged in my phone, had just enough power to call her and arrange a meeting place. She managed to get out of work early.
We got frozen yogurt (I paid), and I was done, whereas she was still working on hers, and we were sitting on a park bench outside in the market.
I was doing some touching (she kept pressing her knee against mine - probably no accident), and she said "wanna keep walking?", and I leaned in and said "no, I wanna..(kiss)", and she jerked back. She's like "I just ate, I have bad breath", and I said "is that really why?". She then admits that she's never kissed anyone. I reply "there's a first time for everything.."
She freezes, thinking "damn, his logic is sound". I lean in, she's like "okay..", and then we kiss. Nothing magical; it's her first kiss. But I felt really good, and it made her giddy (something I really like in women)" I made sure to be tentative to make sure she was still comfortable (don't wanna ruin such a rare occasion). And we went from talking to kissing to talking to kissing to talking.
I told her to practice on a pillow to get the skills going. We parted, saying that we'll figure out our schedules to meet again, perhaps before she goes traveling.
So I believe that this is the first woman I've kissed since the start of this program. I'm actually very happy for her, in some way, but that could come off as narcissist.
tl;dr; I kissed the woman on my first date. Plot twist: She's 22, and it was her first kiss ever.
If you want a longer version. We agreed to meet after my work, around 9:30pm. She suddenly had to work until 10:30. That was fine, until my cell phone died at work, so I was only able to confirm. When I finished work, I rushed home at 9:25, plugged in my phone, had just enough power to call her and arrange a meeting place. She managed to get out of work early.
We got frozen yogurt (I paid), and I was done, whereas she was still working on hers, and we were sitting on a park bench outside in the market.
I was doing some touching (she kept pressing her knee against mine - probably no accident), and she said "wanna keep walking?", and I leaned in and said "no, I wanna..(kiss)", and she jerked back. She's like "I just ate, I have bad breath", and I said "is that really why?". She then admits that she's never kissed anyone. I reply "there's a first time for everything.."
She freezes, thinking "damn, his logic is sound". I lean in, she's like "okay..", and then we kiss. Nothing magical; it's her first kiss. But I felt really good, and it made her giddy (something I really like in women)" I made sure to be tentative to make sure she was still comfortable (don't wanna ruin such a rare occasion). And we went from talking to kissing to talking to kissing to talking.
I told her to practice on a pillow to get the skills going. We parted, saying that we'll figure out our schedules to meet again, perhaps before she goes traveling.
So I believe that this is the first woman I've kissed since the start of this program. I'm actually very happy for her, in some way, but that could come off as narcissist.
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