I started thinking and I'm back to not knowing which to choose, I tried visualizing the possible outcomes of both.
Visualizing AM, I feel like I have the manliest posture with zen attitude and feeling very confident making the choices I know I have to make so I can become the best version of myself. Visualizing BASE, I feel like I will be working 14 hours a day learning and taking action toward creating something that will make a difference.
I do like becoming Alpha first, but the only problem is: Will I make the necessary choices toward moving forward with all areas of my life or only women related areas (which I do have a lot of trouble with)?
Overall the vibe I got from visualizing AM was far more appealing, I felt like my avatar or like a lawyer from Suits when they hold all the cards. I just can't sacrifice 7 months for something that might or might not help me in the specified area I need independence in. I want to move out as soon as possible. Opinions are appreciated. I want to make the choice by tomorrow so I can begin with AM6 or wait for BASE.
EDIT: the reason I want to make this choice so soon is because I don't want to spend too long on this and EPRHA doesn't cover as many areas as I want to work on, so I want a bigger and more powerful sub.
Visualizing AM, I feel like I have the manliest posture with zen attitude and feeling very confident making the choices I know I have to make so I can become the best version of myself. Visualizing BASE, I feel like I will be working 14 hours a day learning and taking action toward creating something that will make a difference.
I do like becoming Alpha first, but the only problem is: Will I make the necessary choices toward moving forward with all areas of my life or only women related areas (which I do have a lot of trouble with)?
Overall the vibe I got from visualizing AM was far more appealing, I felt like my avatar or like a lawyer from Suits when they hold all the cards. I just can't sacrifice 7 months for something that might or might not help me in the specified area I need independence in. I want to move out as soon as possible. Opinions are appreciated. I want to make the choice by tomorrow so I can begin with AM6 or wait for BASE.
EDIT: the reason I want to make this choice so soon is because I don't want to spend too long on this and EPRHA doesn't cover as many areas as I want to work on, so I want a bigger and more powerful sub.
INFP-T
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous