08-10-2014, 07:00 PM
Stage 2, Day 23
Results are starting to appear, and they relate with women now!
I was busking in the market, and I see this very attractive skinny tall black woman (probably a bit older than me). We hold eye contact for about 2 seconds, we both smile and I feel the chemistry (haven't for a very long while). Problem. I'm still mid-song; I can only pray that her and her friends will still be there when I finish my song. A verse later, they're leaving! NOOO!!! I accept my fate and continue.
But then, I catch something out of the corner of my eye that gives me hope. This random guy stops her friend and engages her in conversation, separately. HOPE!
I finish my song, unplug my guitar from the lead, tell a staff to watch my shit, and waltz right over and open her up, saying that I thought she was gorgeous. She was so feminine (I like that), she was open and really contributed to the conversation, we had things in common (not a huge deal but it was cool). I got her number, and she has mine, and I'm waiting on a response.
I finish my set, and see a cute Latina woman waiting for someone. I walk up and just introduce myself. She was very nice, and we had a long conversation with her friend who came up as well. One thing is that she had braces, which made me afraid that she was sub-18. That makes me a bit apprehensive, should I try to hook up with her, but if we cross that bridge..
Either way, I truly didn't give a fuck, nor did I have ANY anxiety about going up and talking to these women directly. This hasn't been a problem before, but to go out of my way to do it was the issue. Even if neither answer, this will be a good sub.
Results are starting to appear, and they relate with women now!
I was busking in the market, and I see this very attractive skinny tall black woman (probably a bit older than me). We hold eye contact for about 2 seconds, we both smile and I feel the chemistry (haven't for a very long while). Problem. I'm still mid-song; I can only pray that her and her friends will still be there when I finish my song. A verse later, they're leaving! NOOO!!! I accept my fate and continue.
But then, I catch something out of the corner of my eye that gives me hope. This random guy stops her friend and engages her in conversation, separately. HOPE!
I finish my song, unplug my guitar from the lead, tell a staff to watch my shit, and waltz right over and open her up, saying that I thought she was gorgeous. She was so feminine (I like that), she was open and really contributed to the conversation, we had things in common (not a huge deal but it was cool). I got her number, and she has mine, and I'm waiting on a response.
I finish my set, and see a cute Latina woman waiting for someone. I walk up and just introduce myself. She was very nice, and we had a long conversation with her friend who came up as well. One thing is that she had braces, which made me afraid that she was sub-18. That makes me a bit apprehensive, should I try to hook up with her, but if we cross that bridge..
Either way, I truly didn't give a fuck, nor did I have ANY anxiety about going up and talking to these women directly. This hasn't been a problem before, but to go out of my way to do it was the issue. Even if neither answer, this will be a good sub.
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