08-09-2014, 02:22 PM
Stage 1 Day 15
This stage is definitely clearing out all the negativity that I've suffered with for years. I'm much happier and comfortable within my skin and I've little to no anger or jealousy issues in the way I used to. Any that do come about don't last long. My enthusiasm for working out is still high and despite suddenly doubling my normal workout my body seems to thrive on it. In fact it gives me a high as I do that extra time!
I've also begun feeling unhappy in my current employment as I feel I'm worth so much more than I'm given credit for. I also have moments when I'm thinking "It can't be as easy as just listening to running water for FFS!" and "If I told people what I was doing and why, they might put me in a nut house!" Thoughts like this are only brief but the employment nark is an issue
I've noticed that at work I'm telling people more what I'm going to do rather than what they want me to do. I've even started delegating work which I was always afraid of doing in case it upset people. I am also communicating more clearly than my previous mumbles.
This stage is definitely clearing out all the negativity that I've suffered with for years. I'm much happier and comfortable within my skin and I've little to no anger or jealousy issues in the way I used to. Any that do come about don't last long. My enthusiasm for working out is still high and despite suddenly doubling my normal workout my body seems to thrive on it. In fact it gives me a high as I do that extra time!
I've also begun feeling unhappy in my current employment as I feel I'm worth so much more than I'm given credit for. I also have moments when I'm thinking "It can't be as easy as just listening to running water for FFS!" and "If I told people what I was doing and why, they might put me in a nut house!" Thoughts like this are only brief but the employment nark is an issue
I've noticed that at work I'm telling people more what I'm going to do rather than what they want me to do. I've even started delegating work which I was always afraid of doing in case it upset people. I am also communicating more clearly than my previous mumbles.
