07-31-2014, 08:58 AM
Stage 2 summary: Lots of changes in this stage where I feel more mature, goal oriented, assertive and more deepend voice. The forums had been down and so I didn't know how many days I was into stage 2 but all I know was to do about 3 or 4 more days extra cause I missed 2 days and 2 other days I had less then 8 hours of exposure. So I'm calculating about 7 days extra I've done.
anyhow more reports in stage 2 is I felt really horny towards the end of the stage, lots of neediness came up. I just felt the urge to have sex everyday. So I managed to pull in this one chick that I met through twitter back in the day. Took her to the movie, felt her up in the theatre, made out, then when the movie ended, I took her to my car instead of hers, told her this is my car, as I got in, and she did too. Started driving, and she asked if she could drive I said no cause you don't know where we're going and ended up taking her infront of my place, once we were there she's like what are we gonna do here, I said I'm gonna show you my place, she felt resistant but I got out of the car and with open body language told her, ah come on as I smiled. We got into my place, I showed her the first bedroom and as we walk in, I turn around and start making out with her, in such a fast pace, I throw her on the bed, make out more, and grind on top of her, and start taking off her shirt, took that off, then her bra, she looked so surprised I was moving this fast and didn't resist. Next her jeans off, then kissed her body and just when I reached for her panties, she told me she was a virgin. I stopped and was like wtf..you're 19, good looking but a virgin? So i was real horny and I have premature ejaculation so to come over the feeling of fucking her, I rubbed myself against her pussy while she still had panties on and I managed to cum in my pants. She didn't know obviously. So I layed beside her and was like wow, I've fucked a virgin before, don't know if I should, she defended herself by saying "who said I was gonna let you anyway" as she laughed, I chuckled. However after more and more talking, she said she was really horny, then started going for my pants to take em off, I didn't want her to cuz I came in them and I wasn't really wanting to fuck a virgin just yet cuz I didn't know her enough, she could be a obsessed crazy chick. She kept trying, and I was like no don't touch my pants and etc and this made her try more, next thing you know she was like "pleaseeee" I'm thinking to myself wow wtf, she is literally begging me to break her virginity and fuck her. If I hadn't cum in my pants I would have fucked her. However I'm kinda glad I didn't cause at the same time I'm worried bout breaking her virginity. Anyways I took her back to her car, acted cold with her, cause I had no feelings for her and we went our ways. She still texted me the next day but I acted cold. Got horny one time and told her to come over but she had plans so I didn't reply back. Another day she texted and I still acted cold and ended the convo.
I have another sexual experience with a different girl but I feel like no need to explain that one.
Now stage 3. I'm 3 days into stage 3 I believe, and I can already tell the difference in this stage, neediness has died down, and feeling more valued amongst people.
anyhow more reports in stage 2 is I felt really horny towards the end of the stage, lots of neediness came up. I just felt the urge to have sex everyday. So I managed to pull in this one chick that I met through twitter back in the day. Took her to the movie, felt her up in the theatre, made out, then when the movie ended, I took her to my car instead of hers, told her this is my car, as I got in, and she did too. Started driving, and she asked if she could drive I said no cause you don't know where we're going and ended up taking her infront of my place, once we were there she's like what are we gonna do here, I said I'm gonna show you my place, she felt resistant but I got out of the car and with open body language told her, ah come on as I smiled. We got into my place, I showed her the first bedroom and as we walk in, I turn around and start making out with her, in such a fast pace, I throw her on the bed, make out more, and grind on top of her, and start taking off her shirt, took that off, then her bra, she looked so surprised I was moving this fast and didn't resist. Next her jeans off, then kissed her body and just when I reached for her panties, she told me she was a virgin. I stopped and was like wtf..you're 19, good looking but a virgin? So i was real horny and I have premature ejaculation so to come over the feeling of fucking her, I rubbed myself against her pussy while she still had panties on and I managed to cum in my pants. She didn't know obviously. So I layed beside her and was like wow, I've fucked a virgin before, don't know if I should, she defended herself by saying "who said I was gonna let you anyway" as she laughed, I chuckled. However after more and more talking, she said she was really horny, then started going for my pants to take em off, I didn't want her to cuz I came in them and I wasn't really wanting to fuck a virgin just yet cuz I didn't know her enough, she could be a obsessed crazy chick. She kept trying, and I was like no don't touch my pants and etc and this made her try more, next thing you know she was like "pleaseeee" I'm thinking to myself wow wtf, she is literally begging me to break her virginity and fuck her. If I hadn't cum in my pants I would have fucked her. However I'm kinda glad I didn't cause at the same time I'm worried bout breaking her virginity. Anyways I took her back to her car, acted cold with her, cause I had no feelings for her and we went our ways. She still texted me the next day but I acted cold. Got horny one time and told her to come over but she had plans so I didn't reply back. Another day she texted and I still acted cold and ended the convo.
I have another sexual experience with a different girl but I feel like no need to explain that one.
Now stage 3. I'm 3 days into stage 3 I believe, and I can already tell the difference in this stage, neediness has died down, and feeling more valued amongst people.
