12-11-2010, 10:19 AM
Time for weekly recap. I still find not much of a difference between this stage and last. Confidence is still inching its way up, though at times it wavers somewhat. I'm still feeling much more at ease around others than in the past. I'm also feeling more confident dancing "dirty" as well.
I went salsa dancing after work last night. Since I work 2nd shift, I was already half tired when I got there but I persevered anyway. I got there and ordered a R&C which was mostly R and very little C so I got buzzed from that bigtime
. So I was standing there watching the dancing taking place and then some older lady (cougar alert, Ryan! lol) bounces over and asked if I dance. Umm of course!
The lady wasn't really my type physically (slightly overweight and in her early-mid 40's I'm guessing) but she definitely wanted to dance dirty. If I were to be even more buzzed, I would have probably would have fully made out with her right in front of everyone on the dancefloor. I wasn't caring that much at the time anyway
. At the end of the dance, she kept bear hugging me.
I was a bit miffed at a few of the dancers that I asked to dance and they declined and then they go dancing with others but then I think... it's their loss and let it go. I just won't ask them next time.
And also as an experiment, I'm dabbling with playing the meditation tracks (primarily the theta ones) concurrently with the alpha sub and visualizing (or at least trying to, heh).
I went salsa dancing after work last night. Since I work 2nd shift, I was already half tired when I got there but I persevered anyway. I got there and ordered a R&C which was mostly R and very little C so I got buzzed from that bigtime
. So I was standing there watching the dancing taking place and then some older lady (cougar alert, Ryan! lol) bounces over and asked if I dance. Umm of course! The lady wasn't really my type physically (slightly overweight and in her early-mid 40's I'm guessing) but she definitely wanted to dance dirty. If I were to be even more buzzed, I would have probably would have fully made out with her right in front of everyone on the dancefloor. I wasn't caring that much at the time anyway
. At the end of the dance, she kept bear hugging me.I was a bit miffed at a few of the dancers that I asked to dance and they declined and then they go dancing with others but then I think... it's their loss and let it go. I just won't ask them next time.
And also as an experiment, I'm dabbling with playing the meditation tracks (primarily the theta ones) concurrently with the alpha sub and visualizing (or at least trying to, heh).
Get your pickles!!!
