07-19-2014, 02:25 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-19-2014, 02:29 AM by MasterEnki.)
Sub Experience (as of 19 July 2014):
Attract Positive Energy 4G - 90 Days
Ultra Success 4G - 50 Days
Luck Magnifier 4G - 40 Days
Everything is Possible 4G - 40 Days
Winner's Mindset 4G - 40 Days
Ultra Success 4G* - 4 Days (on 5th)
*Note: This is the 2nd run of Ultra Success.
Usage for Winner's Mindset:
Masked = 230 Hours approx.
Ultra = 240 Hours approx.
TOTAL = 470 Hours approx.
Winner's Mindset - Results:
My dreams were pretty much normal (like when I wasn't using subs).
Though I had 2 out-of-the-ordinary dreams, on things I've never dreamt about before.
Strange Dream 1:
I was waiting at the bus stop and a woman sat next to me and kissed me, then she started kissing some other guy.
This is the first dream (that I can remember) that involved me physically kissing someone.
This was on the night of Day 2 of Winner's Mindset.
Strange Dream 2:
I was riding / raising horses.
This is something that:
a) I have no interest in
b) Have never done
This was around Day 14 or so of Winner's Mindset.
I'm starting to feel quite confident and powerful.
I am also feeling less guilt when I assert myself.
I also notice that I'm less interested in women overall than before.
One thing I've noticed, is that women 50 - 70 seem to be greeting me, and making small talk and smiling at me in public (which has started happening much more regularly than ever before).
Younger women (under 40) are still avoiding me like the plague!!
Some people I know have been much more rude / aggressive towards me when I was using Winner's Mindset:
- My Manager was demanding that arrive to work early, or else. She even said that I can do whatever I want before the starting time, as long as I arrive at least 20 - 30 minutes before my shifts begin.
I decided to accommodate her, since I can listen to the masked sub still while waiting for my shift to begin (instead of at home), so it isn't really worth fighting / wasting energy over.
- My Dad was being a 'tool' towards me (nothing new though).
- My Flatmate was being a 'tool' towards me (nothing new).
- However, one of my closest friends had a go at me, saying that I don't see him enough and that I work too much.
He later apologized, and said that he understands that work / income comes first and that he was having a bad day. We agreed that it kinda sucks that we can't hang out most days like when we were teenagers.
Thoughts / Reflections:
I'm really interested in how all this success programming is going to affect my results with AoS / BIATBW (when I use them).
Plans:
I have another 36 Days (including today) left before completing my 210 Day plan.
Starting to really look forward to starting my AoS / BIATBW adventures.
Attract Positive Energy 4G - 90 Days
Ultra Success 4G - 50 Days
Luck Magnifier 4G - 40 Days
Everything is Possible 4G - 40 Days
Winner's Mindset 4G - 40 Days
Ultra Success 4G* - 4 Days (on 5th)
*Note: This is the 2nd run of Ultra Success.
Usage for Winner's Mindset:
Masked = 230 Hours approx.
Ultra = 240 Hours approx.
TOTAL = 470 Hours approx.
Winner's Mindset - Results:
My dreams were pretty much normal (like when I wasn't using subs).
Though I had 2 out-of-the-ordinary dreams, on things I've never dreamt about before.
Strange Dream 1:
I was waiting at the bus stop and a woman sat next to me and kissed me, then she started kissing some other guy.
This is the first dream (that I can remember) that involved me physically kissing someone.
This was on the night of Day 2 of Winner's Mindset.
Strange Dream 2:
I was riding / raising horses.
This is something that:
a) I have no interest in
b) Have never done
This was around Day 14 or so of Winner's Mindset.
I'm starting to feel quite confident and powerful.
I am also feeling less guilt when I assert myself.
I also notice that I'm less interested in women overall than before.
One thing I've noticed, is that women 50 - 70 seem to be greeting me, and making small talk and smiling at me in public (which has started happening much more regularly than ever before).
Younger women (under 40) are still avoiding me like the plague!!
Some people I know have been much more rude / aggressive towards me when I was using Winner's Mindset:
- My Manager was demanding that arrive to work early, or else. She even said that I can do whatever I want before the starting time, as long as I arrive at least 20 - 30 minutes before my shifts begin.
I decided to accommodate her, since I can listen to the masked sub still while waiting for my shift to begin (instead of at home), so it isn't really worth fighting / wasting energy over.
- My Dad was being a 'tool' towards me (nothing new though).
- My Flatmate was being a 'tool' towards me (nothing new).
- However, one of my closest friends had a go at me, saying that I don't see him enough and that I work too much.
He later apologized, and said that he understands that work / income comes first and that he was having a bad day. We agreed that it kinda sucks that we can't hang out most days like when we were teenagers.
Thoughts / Reflections:
I'm really interested in how all this success programming is going to affect my results with AoS / BIATBW (when I use them).
Plans:
I have another 36 Days (including today) left before completing my 210 Day plan.
Starting to really look forward to starting my AoS / BIATBW adventures.
