Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0]

[Ampersnd]

@Geodude; That's good to know; so far, I've just been leaving them alone.

Stage 1, Day 29

I went through a large portion of the day feeling like everything's hopeless. This reminds me in part of Stage 3 or 4 from Alpha Male. It's as though no matter how much action I take, no matter how much I practice, no matter how many women I approach, nothing's going to change. I have a feeling that it's a belief that's dying, but will not go quietly.

This evening, I spent 3 hours busking, basically from 11pm to 2am, catching people leaving their country bar. I made about 48$. That's pretty weak compared to the amounts that I often get. It was Thursday night, so I expect Friday and Saturday to be more eventful.

I have some funny little stories about drunk people. This guy who was making a web series was interviewing me with off the wall questions, like "best sex you ever had", and I referred to the first time I had sex, and that makes me realize that I'm a very late bloomer, and I want to get this area handled in my life.