Day 11: The effects that I've had have become stronger and more natural. In addition I feel so completely indifferent that I can say no to quite a few things now, no guild no shame. My emotional energy is almost untouched during the day, I just don't react to things like a childish half woman anymore. I kind of ignore when someone tells me something and not only with silence.
There are some things that I am not used to handling though, like 3 people today at work told me to go help someone and carry their stuff instead and I said no, not even explaining why, but the reality is that I don't want to help someone because I'm forced to, but because I want to and that took away my want to help at all. Didn't feel ashamed or anything, even if one asked me are you not ashamed? I was just like naah. then she was like we are tired. I was like We're all tired and ignored the rest of her bs.
She's one of those people who try to look good in front of the boss, working as fast as possible and when he leaves, sits down smokes all the time and doesn't move shit.
I have started feeling like I value myself higher, it's not like that crazy love yourself stuff, it's rather that I'm valuable and if you try to make me think otherwise you can go f yourself or I just ignore you.
It's interesting that I've had some similar results as people have with AM6, I do feel more like an Alpha as I've ever felt before, there are still a lot of things to improve on, but what I've accomplished in that short period is unbelievable.
A bit unsure about the Naturalizer, makes it feel too natural
it's like I have to observe a bit to see if I feel any different or not.
I am loving the effects of this sub, honestly!!
Shannon if you ever visit my thread again, you can take my thanks with you.
There are some things that I am not used to handling though, like 3 people today at work told me to go help someone and carry their stuff instead and I said no, not even explaining why, but the reality is that I don't want to help someone because I'm forced to, but because I want to and that took away my want to help at all. Didn't feel ashamed or anything, even if one asked me are you not ashamed? I was just like naah. then she was like we are tired. I was like We're all tired and ignored the rest of her bs.
She's one of those people who try to look good in front of the boss, working as fast as possible and when he leaves, sits down smokes all the time and doesn't move shit.
I have started feeling like I value myself higher, it's not like that crazy love yourself stuff, it's rather that I'm valuable and if you try to make me think otherwise you can go f yourself or I just ignore you.
It's interesting that I've had some similar results as people have with AM6, I do feel more like an Alpha as I've ever felt before, there are still a lot of things to improve on, but what I've accomplished in that short period is unbelievable.
A bit unsure about the Naturalizer, makes it feel too natural
it's like I have to observe a bit to see if I feel any different or not.I am loving the effects of this sub, honestly!!
Shannon if you ever visit my thread again, you can take my thanks with you.
INFP-T
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
"If you dont work on shedding your emotional and spiritual baggage and egoic nature, then you are still a dead weight in society.. offering nothing.." - Anonymous
