Natious's lifechanging EPRHA Complete

[Natious]

Sounds to me like you're seeing exactly what has worked for you, which is good! It means you have a heading, rather than a confused delirium.

Don't worry about posting, what matters is that YOU are doing what you can for yourself, not how you look to us, or anybody, for that matter.

Thanks Sarge, that means a lot.
I guess I just used the LOA principle wrong by not handling my emotional health correctly. I wouldn't want to be that way again though, I want to feel more whole and have a very strong base emotional health and confidence. For now I just want to hop on the AM6 bandwagon to see what all the fuzz is about.

Now on to day 9:
Amazing! pretty much describes my opinion of this sub, Shannon, you are one great sob for making these incredible subs. Truly grateful!

To start off, today I felt this incredible resilience to people giving me crap, I had no reaction what so ever when my boss was yelling with his testicles crawling up to his stomach. I was staying calm and just kept moving at a relaxed slow pace with no change on my facial expressions. Seemed to me that he's just making himself look stupid and laughed in my head.

I also feel like my emotional state is getting slowly better and more stable. I didn't feel especially happy, but I didn't try fake smiling either, I absolutely enjoyed the internal peace and feeling of indifference. In some way I even feel more Alpha which seems a bit odd to me. Maybe it's because I did ASC and now the effects of the sub seem to shine through more.

An another interesting thing I noticed was that my emotional/mental energy seems to get depleted slower, usually I would feel really sluggish/tired and can't keep my physical balance very well, tripping on everything and not walking properly. Focusing has also become a bit easier.

To top it off, I'm more social at work, only 2 people I don't especially like.

I still have a long way to go with this sub, but I'm surprised by the fast improvement I've been seeing. I definitely recommend new people to start with this sub. I also now understand why Shannon recommends people to go outside and socialize when using subs, it really brings out the difference in your behavior.

EDIT: Wanted to add something that I forgot, I seem to see through peoples bs quite easily. It's amazing how people try to control others and go to such extent to do so, but end up looking like miserable betas trying to compensate for their lack of confidence due to deep issues.

EDIT again: I forgot to add that I quit smoking and drinking the day I started this sub, so I've been sober and smoke free for 9 days!