07-10-2014, 12:01 PM
Boy have I had the reactions to this stage (AM6.0, Stage 3). Yesterday I fell into a depression while traveling across Canada that is among the worst I've ever had. It seemed to be centered around my past failures and missed opportunities in all areas of my life. After this episode I am convinced that tapping (EFT) might be a suitable method of dealing with these negative states.
Then last night I had a very vivid dream. I was watching this documentary on TV and this supposed religious man...like a Jehovah's Witness or Mormon...was driving a car and talking to a kid in the back seat. Next thing I knew, I WAS the kid in the back seat! All along this guy kept saying religious sayings that didn't make any sense to me, but they were very important to him. This guy was also very shady; kind of like a cross between a TV evangelist and a used car salesman. I didn't trust him at all.
We ended up going to this church-like building, and I went inside and sat on the back row on the left side, next to this other guy these people were trying to proselytize. When we took a seat the leader pointed us out to the congregation and told us to come sit up front in the middle. The other guy went where he was told, while I yelled back that I was fine where I was.
The leader up front didn't like my response, and he started to make rude comments about me...about how stupid I was for not following instructions, and how I lost I was or something like that. I got angry, said loudly this was all BS, and walked out. I went outside and there was the congregation and leader! They were all shaking my hand and saying how happy they were that I had visited them. The leader guy was especially friendly. It all goes fuzzy after that.
Man, I never remember my dreams in this kind of detail. First it was the kid with the bow and arrow, now this. I wonder what it all means.
Nationwide
Then last night I had a very vivid dream. I was watching this documentary on TV and this supposed religious man...like a Jehovah's Witness or Mormon...was driving a car and talking to a kid in the back seat. Next thing I knew, I WAS the kid in the back seat! All along this guy kept saying religious sayings that didn't make any sense to me, but they were very important to him. This guy was also very shady; kind of like a cross between a TV evangelist and a used car salesman. I didn't trust him at all.
We ended up going to this church-like building, and I went inside and sat on the back row on the left side, next to this other guy these people were trying to proselytize. When we took a seat the leader pointed us out to the congregation and told us to come sit up front in the middle. The other guy went where he was told, while I yelled back that I was fine where I was.
The leader up front didn't like my response, and he started to make rude comments about me...about how stupid I was for not following instructions, and how I lost I was or something like that. I got angry, said loudly this was all BS, and walked out. I went outside and there was the congregation and leader! They were all shaking my hand and saying how happy they were that I had visited them. The leader guy was especially friendly. It all goes fuzzy after that.
Man, I never remember my dreams in this kind of detail. First it was the kid with the bow and arrow, now this. I wonder what it all means.
Nationwide
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