Ampers&d Finds His Mojo [SM3.0]

[Ampersnd]

Do you have a feeling of like everything is pointless? Sometimes during Stage 1 and 2 I would think like: "Yeah making a lot of money and hooking with beautiful women would be great, but what's the point? Nothing will ever make me happy."

You know what? Today, I had a certain sense of disgust about sex in general. The thought: "You know what? Why would people get so close together, get all their sweat mixed up, and put themselves in each other? That's kind of disgusting!"

It's probably an amplification of a block I've had in regards to having sex.

But in regards to making money/having sex, I don't disregard the importance of having money, as it helps me fulfill my purpose. Becoming 'sexy' is another factor to fulfilling my purpose.